I broke down and cut today.. i needed it. I've been thinking about you know who.. i miss that kid.
Anyway:
I decided to paint a pretty picture.. i thought it was a cool idea, and when i started it was a good picture.. but i got sloppy towards the end and it looks all crappy..lol
----TRIGGERING----
i ran out of space so i used the N in "on" for the N in "COMMAND" then i used the same line in the N for the D..
The picture shrunk.. and my blood looks weird but if you can see it, it says- "I can cry on your command"
I try and catch myself from crying but the tears are dead.
I can cry on your command.
I can scream making my lungs bleed.
I can stare at a broken reflection, seeing you laughing at me.
I pretend so that I can kill you.
Pieces of my heart cut me like suicide.
I crave someones touch, I crave someones kiss.
I wish I fell in love and never wakened from it's slumber.
I wish I fell in love.
♥
I hope everyone else is ok.. stay safe guys!!
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