ok, so instead of calling all my friends to tell them details they may not care about regarding my time in Washington, I'm going to start using my LJ again as a travel journal of sorts. Read these entries if you want, or simply pass them by ( Read more... )

i want to kill my sex drive ( Read more... )

So i have this playlist in itunes that consists of 83 of my favorite songs. i just smoked and am listening to this playlist on shuffle. its great. here are the songs i've heard ( Read more... )

i will be in hawaii tomorrow. that is exciting. i hope to tan. alot. brown as a bear, that's my goal. somebody please tape my wednesday night reality television. thank you.

today, my dad randomly came up to me and said that he would be embarrassed if his friends, coworkers, or friendly acquaintances saw us together. we weren't fighting. there was no build up to this. i cannot wait until wednesday when i can get out of their house.

fuck my life right now. fuck my parents. fuck my friends. fuck school. but most of all, fuck me. I am at such a nasty, depressinly low, point in my life right now, and i am doing absolutley nothing to remedy the situation. I don't know what i want or where i want to be or who i want to be there with, but i do know that i'm not happy here. I' ( Read more... )

Turn Shuffle on ( Read more... )

just got back from the strip club. on a tuesday night. i need a shower. and then some sleep. work in less than 6 hours. shit-ass.

so this whole strep throat/sickness thing has really helped me make a difficult decision. No more drunken make-out sessions for me. Yeah, sorry dudes and dudettes, but this kid's lips need to stay closed, for his own good. sorry cristina--haha, actually, maybe you can be an exception.

i just had a frustation breakdown---my lack of sleep is really getting to me. I decided that i needed to take my cartilage piercings out of my ear because they hurt and have scar tissue and were poorly pierced. Long story short, it took my 40 minutes + some blood to get one of the two out. then i just started freaking out about other stuff and ( Read more... )