Everything is happening so fast. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. On one hand I'm losing some friends, on the other hand, I'm finding out who my true friends are. All I can say is that I now know everything happens for a reason.

I care about him a lot, but I know the drinking and the distance is going to fuck shit up. :(

How could I do that?!?!?

Jesus. I'm spiraling down a dark rabbit hole.

what am I getting myself into. I've never felt this disgusting in my whole life.

What the heck gina. What-the-heck.

I have no more sympathy for you. You used it all up. Stop being so fucking fake and disgusting, it's embarrassing. If you don't take the steps to change your life and make it better, it will NEVER improve. Don't you get that?

I think it's sad when people give up on friends. What happens when your world comes crashing down? Who'll be there to catch you when you fall? I suppose you could rely on just yourself but in my experience, it doesn't work so great. oh well.

I feel like I've lost a huge part of me that I will never get back, I can't eat, I stay up until 8 a.m. every night, and I feel completely awkward around all of my friends. how did this happen?

I'm scared I'll be alone forever :(