:lay down:

[neoncitylights]

i could lay down and die, i honestly could. another friday night at home alone, my heart shattered into pieces as another supposed friend lets me down and blows me off. he said that he would do anything for me, that we would spend this night together. i didnt fit into his plan so he cast me away

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[humpthefridge]

i feel like such a bad friend at the moment. i'm not emotionally there for you, and you're hurting so much. i'm all off in my own little world, and it sucks. who did you cry down the phone to? & who were you supposed to meet up with? hope you're alright, see you at the joiners later. love you xxxxxxxxxxx

[neoncitylights]

you havent been a bad friend, i just seem to attract emotional distress. lol. i really really wanna do something about it but i dont want to see the in college councellor because i wouldnt want college peeps to know and i dont wanna tell my doctor coz hes like...a family friend which makes it awkward. i was talking to my dad bout switching doctors tho. so i might. but i find it hard to tell strangers, well mainly older adults, things like that. bit of dilema as it sucks to feel like this constantly. i feel so silly, coz at college suddenly i can feel fine and safe and the next something snaps and i feel so sad... but i love you and we'l meet up and watch dvd's and forget about the bad things in life. xx