i knew this might come. u and i both know its the wrong move... i know when you are with him you just think of me, and that wont go away. u told me to read your lj... was that supposed to make me feel better? when i hear your voice u sound like it doesnt even matter. u suddenly seem like the complacent one with no reaction to the living. and ( Read more... )

well, after a couple hours of talking and a couple tears it is final. i still need to get some of my stuff back from her. i hope she does not go back to her country, that would be a foolish move on her part. she told me the only reason she is still here is because of me. which is.. sweet. but, i think that is a foolish reason. maybe im a cold ( Read more... )

hannah: i hope your brother is ok, and tell your bf not to be gay. like that? i keep things simple and to the point ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i need to show myself off more or something, like i need to market myself more. i see a lot of people i look up to and they seem to push everythign they enjoy to the outside for everyone to see. i guess i just do not see a point to that. i know what i like, and i know who i am for the most part. i do not surround my living ( Read more... )

i feel odd, my stomache feels turned upside down. i need to apply to csu. im glad eric is coming, hopefully be here tomorrow. i need something, im not sure what it is. i like atlus shrugged so far. i havnt read a book this long in... 23 years.

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man fuck all of you. you for not going... but i understand why, next time id REALLY appreciate it if u told me before the day before we are supposed to leave.... my mom just spent $700 on a plane ticket because i told her i wasnt coming.......... you for freaking out about some stupid shit and making up lies that i can see right through; and you ( Read more... )

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i have been really tired lately. i keep falling asleep on my couch after i eat some dinner [which usually consists of microwaved soup and apple juice] usually it's around 9:30 or 10, but last night was 8:45, today was around the same time. luckly my dad come home and woke me up. i really hate this, i feel worthless, unmotivated. i have two ( Read more... )

shots from my new site im working:


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haunted housing begins friday, i am excited

i also started my new website. it looks great

i need to also start the store website and the candy shop one... maybe i can just get john to design it and i can code and we can split the money