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Aug 03, 2005 16:15

I went to Matts' last night right after work, the door was open so I walked right in ( Read more... )

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electrobat August 4 2005, 01:47:20 UTC

I don't get it either, Matt is really gross honestly. And it's not like he has a personality. You're pretty enough to do better Lily ^^

I heart you, Heather! neonfairy August 4 2005, 21:35:49 UTC

I know. But then we break up and he tells me all these things that make me feel bad, I think I can change him. We both do it to each other. And then I think that somehow, maybe homehow, it's meant to be. Maybe I'm supossed to help him do something, change him for the better in some way. It is really gross sometimes. I'm so sad.

Re: I heart you, Heather! electrobat August 4 2005, 22:44:40 UTC

No, don't say that you're sad, you're just trying to stay optimistic. But the thing is, if you see ways that the person you're with needs to change and those things significantly bother you, after so long it's usually best to let it go.

From Corey anonymous August 4 2005, 07:04:53 UTC

Just remember, you don't ever have to settle for just anyone. The reason you keep going back to him is because you haven't made yourself available to anyone else. In order for you to say "no" to matt, you have to say "yes" to someone else. Put yourself out there and meet some new guys. You'll find someone who is better suited for you. I promise. Take it easy and good luck on senior project. Hope you've been good about not drinking so much, lol! You're name is Sober Lilly, remember? lol! Later.

Corey

Re: From Corey neonfairy August 4 2005, 21:55:59 UTC

Well, I do it without even thinking. I commit myself to someone so much I can't see the things around me. I can't make myself available if I'm with someone, cuz then that makes me unavailable and in sense its sort of like cheating. I hate that. But when we "break up" I date other people and go out and do stuff, I just keep going back to him. I hate it Corey. I mean, it's not like I ask for much. Just common courtesy, trust, faithfulness, honesty and friendship. The rest just comes if it comes, and goes away as easily. And I can't even have that. It is depressing.

I've been doing super about not drinking! I'll probably drink tomorrow if I go out or something, maybe a drink or two, but I don't get drunk to Finding Nemo anymore. Lol.

Miss ya!