never drinking again, worst night of my life, blah blah blah blah

back from Tennessee!!! such a good time...holy shit, I haven't endured so much debauchery in a long-ass time!

I didn't really announce I was leaving, so when I decide to upload all the pictures, it'll be a welcome surprise! =D

I wonder very often how things would be if we had been together, or better yet had gotten together and stayed that way. While our personalities are the same, we're leading two very different lives, and I wonder if, really, things would have worked out...but what pains me the most is that I don't even know that for sure. Would bad results have been ( Read more... )

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wow, so drunk. it's 4:00 in the AM though but truth is I couldn't be happier. the greatest girl ever, seriously...greatest. ever.

what a difference two fucking months makes. suddenly, it all just kind of makes sense. and holy shittttt is she pretty, whoa so out of my league hhaha, but I guess that's just all part of the game. the game which I'm ( Read more... )

Two months in Hell, and while I'm stronger from the experience, at it's core me being home still just means I failed. I was given an entry level discharge and separated from the Navy due to what were becoming serious problems with my right knee. What started out as possible tendonitis turned into an x-ray which turned into a chip in my knee which ( Read more... )

well, guess what's back ( Read more... )

I guess, to sum what would otherwise be a winded and lengthy post, chock-full of whit and anecdote, but otherwise meaningless, is to say that I've really got to work on my temper. I don't randomly get sad anymore...the way I see it, fuck depression...several years of growing from past mistakes / insane amounts of apathy towards all things have ( Read more... )

It was both naive and stupid to think that I could actually keep in contact with all of these people. At the same time, it was pretty arrogant to think they would allow me to do so in the first place. It's not like I'm popular...hell, I'm barely likable. I've just really felt the urge to re-establish old bonds, most (if not all) of which totally ( Read more... )