With you, I've been set free. (RP COLLAB- Nezumitoo/Nepherim) Part Two.
Fanuel and Jenove belong to Nezumitoo, who is an exceptional rper for having only done it with one other person. Jenova is absolutely dynamite, and Fanuel is dynamic.
Kessari was running, out of breath, tired, and late. He had agreed to meet Fanuel again, in the park, but damnit if everything wasn't against his making a friend. Kivara had held him up on the way out, demanding that Kessari not return. He had driven the water dragon to tears with his viciousness. On the way to the park, he'd fallen and twisted his ankle in his rush. But he kept on, determined to meet that stranger who had not left his mind since their first meeting. He slowed at he approached their meeting place, looking around for some sign. He saw one person, but it was not the one he was seeking. He knew he wasn't that late. Only 5 or ten minutes. He licked his lips and turned looking to see if he had passed someone. Nothing was behind him but the trail he had taken. His brows furrowed softly, and he turned once more, to be sure. Fanuel was no where in sight. His mind wandered back to the other day. Fanuel had seemed so distressed... Maybe... Maybe, he hadn't planned on coming back. That thought made Kessari knit his brows further. Maybe he had decided he wanted nothing to do with him.
Fanuel sat in the shadows of a large tree just off the main park trail. He didn’t want to be seen by the scarce few who roamed past the trails. He was waiting for Kessari…
After he’d left him the other day, he was all he could think about. When he’d returned home, Jenova nearly lost his mind because he’d gone out and taken his precious brother’s body out with him. He had been told not to leave again, but Fuck Jenova, he didn’t own him, he’d damn well o what he pleased and that included leaving that house if he chose to.
Fanuel looked around.. Kessari was nowhere. He was late. Then it hit him, what if he wasn’t coming ? Fanuel shook his head and looked up at the tree. In a swift movement he leaped up to a branch. This may be a human body, but he could still maneuver it like it was his own. He squatted down, trying to get a clear view of the park and anyone who might be coming.
Noone… noone was coming. Fanuel sighed and sat down on the branch letting his legs dangle. What the fuck.. ? Why was he even this hopeful, he had basically forced himself on Kessari, who had every right not to want to come back. He thought he’d felt a connection, but maybe it had just been fear. Just when Fanuel was about to give up, a lone figure came half running half limping up to the base of the trail… Fanuel smiled despite him -self. it was him, he had come
Kessari turned, a few more times, looking around hopelessly. He hadn't been that late had he? He bit his bottom lip and chewed, as he was prone to do when something upset him. He felt horrible now. Kivara at home wishing he was dead, and Fanual hadn't come. Or if he had, he'd already left.
"Just as well." he whispered to himself, moving slowly over to the stand of trees across from Fanual. Leaning against the base of one, he laid his cheek against the trunk with a small sigh. "What was I hoping for anyway?" he asked himself softly, as he slowly slid down the tree to sit and rest among the shade. What did he think Fanuel saw in him? He had been a bit surprised at the way he had been pinned and kissed, but somehow he knew he shouldn't fear Fanuel. He had felt as if they could form a friendship that would last.
But here he was, sitting alone, with nothng but the trees and birds to keep him company, as usual. Nothing had changed. Maybe he has just dreamed Fanuel up.
In another swift movement Fanuel pushed himself off the branch and silently landed on the opposite side of the tree, out of Kessari’s site. He was about to walk across the trail when he saw Kessari lean on the tree, sigh and slide down. It made him stop short. All he could do was stare at him. The look in Kessari’s face… the defeat, the sadness… Fanuel’s heart skipped again.
What was wrong with him ? He stood there for a moment feeling his heart pound inside of his chest then took a deep breath and pushed himself off the tree, taking a step out onto the trail. He walked over to Kessari, who didn’t seem to notice him.
“ Hey… “ He said when he’d reached him, “ With a look like that on your face and I’ll think you don’t want to see me… “ He smiled and held out his hand, waiting for Kessari to except it
Kessari was just about ready to give up. Even more so than last week. No one cared for him, or wanted him. [Hey....] Kessari's head snapped up, his eyes focusing on Fanuel for an intense moment. His breath caught in his throat, as he choked out. "You came!" The surpise and delight in his voice was unmasked, the relief in his eyes genuine as he took the offered hand and stood up.
"I was.... afraid that you didn't really want to see me... I was afraid that... " he sighed, knowing he sounded like an idiot. "You wouldn't come." his heart had lodged in his throat as well, but his smile was unabashed, and disbelieving. "I'm sorry I got here late. I tripped and twisted my ankle. I didn't mean to make you wait." He didn't realize that he hadn't yet loosened his grip on Fanuel's hand.
Kessari’s grip was strong and gentle, Fanuel could hear the relief in Kessari’s voice and it set a small chill down his spine. His smile, so full of emotion… it lit his face up and Fanuel felt like he could just drink him in.
Then it sunk in, Fanuel frowned “ you.. twisted ? “ He looked at Kessari for a moment before pulling him close suddenly and lifting him up. Fanuel carried him off the trail and into the shade of the trees. Carefully he set him down without a word. He pulled his shirt out and ripped off the lower section, pulled his ankle gently onto his knee and then carefully began to wrap Kessari’s ankle. He could feel Kessari’s eyes on him as he did this, it felt like a hole was being burned into him, but he didn’t look up.
After a moment he glanced up and spoke “ You… shouldn’t be so careless. “ He let a smile escape his lips “ but… I’m … glad, you came. There “ he looked at his handy work, not letting his hands leave Kessari’s foot or the makeshift wrap… “ I thought for a minute.. “
He watched the expressions dance on Fanuel's face and felt a small smile form on his lips. AT the sudden frown, he was taken by surprise and blinked rapidly before giving a little startled shriek at being swept off his feet. His arms immediatly went around Fanuel's neck as he was carried off of the trail and back into the cooler shade of trees. His heart was racing, and he felt as if he may faint from the dizzyness being in Fanuel's arms caused him. It felt so secure and right nestled in those arms.
Without meaning to, his eyes devoured the flesh that was visible under the torn edge of Fanuel's shirt. He let his ankle be lifted, biting his bottom lip again watching him and blushing at the same time. He couldn't force himself to look away. The hands felt so strong, yet so gentle, and he didn't mind at all that they did not immediatly lift off of his foot. "Thanks." he said meekly, giving a tiny smile. "Yeah... Kivara just had to say something to me as I was leaving" he said, trying to sound candid, and not reveal how much that argument actually had hurt him.
"I'm glad you waited."
“ Yeah, well… I’ll alawys keep my word ” Fanuel said looking away for a moment “ that’s one thing I’ve got going for me “ he said again quietly.
“ So, Kivara ? “ Fanuel said, with his hands still on Kessari’s ankle he looked up into Kessari’s cobalt eyes. He blinked “ he’s your brother right ? “
Fanuel shifted his weight, being very careful not to disturb the position of Kessari’s foot, he pulled his legs under him and sat on them, cradling Kessari’s leg across his lap.
Fanuel could see the expression race across Kessari’s face and even though he’d tried to mask it, he could see it there. This Kivara… he didn’t like him already, he didn’t like the fact that Kessari was in pain. He knew all to well the hurt of betrayal, he knew the pain of having the person you love most hurt you and he didn’t like the fact that Kessari seemed to suffer from it … he wanted to see the smiling face of Kessari
“what did he say ? “ Fanuel asked after a moment, trying to sound casual without letting a the annoyance in his voice show.
He was about to refute what Fanuel had said about himself, but found himself speechless as he stared into the other's eyes. The Question about Kivara took a moment longer for him to understand, and he looked away, nodding slowly.
"Yes... He is..." He said, his voice barely a murmer. He glanced back as Fanuel Shifted and smiled at him gently before ths second question was issued. He fought to keep the smile one his face, taking a breath and shaking his head. "Nothing important really. The same thing he always says. He wishes I was dead, and that I'd not come home. " he tried to make it sound like a joke, looking back at Fanuel again with a small smile. "No big deal."
Fanuel stared at Kessari for a moment, seeing the discomfort on his face and the hearing the emotion in his voice, then suddenly let a dry laugh escape his lips.
He shouldn’t have asked him, all he was doing was hurting Kessari himself which was the last thing he wanted, he needed to get his mind off it all… Fanuel gently set Kessari’s leg down and stood up, he extended his hand down to him. “ Come, I want to show you something… “
Kessari’s took his hand and Fanuel shifted him around pulling him up on his back. Carefully he cupped his arms under Kessari’s legs, supporting his weight. When Kessari’s arms went around his neck and Fanuel felt the soft breath near his ear he almost moaned. He shook his head slightly and looked up at the trail and began the hike up towards the top. When they’d made it near the top, Fanuel took a detour off the trail and began walking into the flush wooded area. The smells, the sounds, the breeze… it was all intoxicating yet the only thing Fanuel could think of was the man he was carrying on his back.
Nezumi LacSeul: After a ways of walking Fanuel reached a large old thick tree, he looked up when he reached the base and stood there a moment calcutlating. He turned his head to Kessari slightly and whispered
“hold on “
Before Kessari could say a word Fanuel crouched down and bolted up in a sudden burst, landing on a branch, the lepted again and again, jumping from one to another until he’d reached the top. He stood there in silence with Kessari on his back and breathed in the air, and took in the view….
Kessari held on tightly as he was carried up the hill, feeling like he was taking advantage of Fanuel. His fave remained buried in Fanuel's neck for most of the uphill journey. The park passed him in a sunny blur, and for the first time in two months, Kessari felt free. He felt happy and wanted. He nuzzled Fanuel's neck a bit, and then looked up as they paused in front of the tree. [Hold on.] A moment later and he was at the very top of the tree, seening the would as he had never seen it before. The air was clean and fresh, and he breathed in deeply, smiling happily.
"Oh wow..." his voice was quiet and reverent, as he looked at Fanuel out of the corner of his eye. "It's beautiful." he crooned, nuzzling Fanuel's neck again. "And you're a great climber.." he giggled,
[and you’re a great climber] Fanuel smiled and sighed. “Yeah… “ he said without putting Kessari down “ I feel more at home I’m closer to the heavens… “
Fanuel squatted down carefully and set Kessari down, he stepped down onto a lwer branch and brought his arms up to support himself next to him. His head tilted away as he stared out into the park.
“ When I’m here… I almost feel free gain “ He whispered “ I thought maybe you’d feel that way too… “
Kessari's head turned, with a look of pure astonishment when Fanuel voice exactly what he'd been thinking. "I was thinking the exact same thing." he said slowly, with a smile spreading warmly across his cheeks as his gaze returned to the park.
"You seem to know exactly what I'm thinking.." he said slowly, smiling happily, leaning back against the trunk. "Maybe it was fate that we bumped into each other. You think?" his gaze returned to Fanuel, taking a moment to drink in the sight of him looking so free and... gorgeous. That thought made him blush, but he continued to smile at him.
Fanuel turned his gaze to Kessari just as a breeze hit them. His long silver hair blew across his face and the sun shone behind him illuminating his body. Fanuel never thought he’d see something as beautiful as his own brother yet there it was in front of him. [Maybe it was fate that we bumped into each other… you think ?] He pulled himself up, and maneuvered himself on the branch so he was just next to him. He leaned forward resting his arm just above Kessari’s head and leaned in close to his face, bringing his lips close to Kessari’s. His own silver hair fell forward, brushing Kessari’s cheak. He breathed in and moved his head to the side slightly …and let his lips lightly touch Kessari’s…..
He watched Fanuel as he shifted and moved close, never taking his eyes off the other as Fanuel leaned over him. His lips parted, mere inches away from the other's. When he felt the lightest of touches, he pressed his own lips a little more firmly back, giving a content sigh as he closed his eyes, lifting a slender hand up to fanuel's neck, carressing the back of it tenderly. A moment later, he pulled back slightly opening his eyes the tiniest bit, watching the one perch above him for a second. He leaned forward, sliding a hand through Fanuel's long silver hair, carressing the back of his neck as he brushed his own lips up Fanuel's cheek, his lips just millimeters from the skin there.
When Kessari’s hand slid through his hair, Fanuel’s back arch slightly to his touch and his eyes rolled slightly back. Fanuel turned his head down into Kessari’s neck as Kessari’s lips touched his cheek. He touched the tip of his nose to Kessari’s neck and tilted his head to the side following the contour up to his ear. Very softly he licked the bottom lobe of Kessari’s ear...
Kessari couldn't hold back the moan that escaped his lips, as electric fire shot through his nerves. "Oh.... Fanuel..." He whispered, arching his own back against Fanuel's, pressing his body against his. He was panting already, it had been years since he'd been with anyone. The thought came to his mind and he flushed, looking into the other's eyes before tilting his head back with another small breath.
When Kessari pressed himself into Fanuel’s body it sent an rush of feeling up Fanuel’s spine, he pulled his body around and sat lightly down on Kessari’s legs, keeping his legs on both sides of him and using his knees to keep himself propped up. He brought his other hand around and ran it through Kessari’s hair, still keeping the first on the tree for support. His pulled slightly, so that Kessari’s head was arched back, his lips parted. Fanuel slipped his mouth onto Kessari’s, letting his tongue dance over his teeth. His heart racing in his chest, he could feel the other’s as well as he kissed him. He would have taken in every last breath this man had if he could…
His legs were captured between Fanuel's, and he knew there would be no escape. Not that he wanted to. He knew that he would never try to escape from this one, this man. He gave into the tugging willingly, tilting his head back obediantly, moaning softly into the mouth that covered his, consumed him. He felt as if he could soar. His hands lifted, curling tightly into the man's shirt collar as he tried to mesh his mouth even more intimately with Fanuel's, longing for the feelings that had all but burnt out in himself. Fanuel set him on fire. Kessari had only ever felt this way with one person before, but now that Kivara hated him, why should anything with Fanuel be wrong. Especially when it felt so right?
Fanuel wanted him, this man, he wanted him more than he’d wanted anything in a very long time. If it hadn’t been for their location, he would have stripped him already. A strong breeze flew across them and Fanuel pulled his lips away and opened his eyes, staring at Kessari’s face, his lips, his features. Suddenly a sharp pain hit him in the head and he let go of Kessari’s hair falling forward, his arms on both sides of Kessari’s head, as his head flumped down with a hard movement. He could feel him trying to surface, the pain of his brother trying to force his way out..
“not now “ he whispered, his eyes clenched shut. “ Not now ! “ he breathed, the pain of his brother’s forced consciousness bringing tears to his eyes “ please.. “
He jerked blinking in confusion at the violent pain-filled movements Fanuel was making. His arms lifted Quickly to wrap around him, steady him, so that neither of them would topple out of the tree. He was shocked, and didn't know what to do.
"Fanuel? Fanuel! Are you alright!? " his voice was tense with worry as he balanced himself on the branch, glancing down. Who was Fanuel Talking to?
Fanuel could barely feel Kessari holding him, it took everything he had to keep himself from being forced out. Fuan and he had an arrangement or so Jenova had told him. He had been told he’d be allowed time, so this shouldn’t be happening !
Pain went like shockwaves through his body and he let out a guttural cry, small at first, then as the pain got more intense he cried out, whipping his head back. This motion caused the balance of the two to be shifted off and is a terrifying split second Fanuel started to fall, taking Kessari with him….
Kessari didn't know how much Physical injury Fanuel could take, but knew he himself could take quite a bit, and so He fell willingly, holding the other close, and using one of the limbs to turn himself. He knew he'd never be able to stop the fall, so he merely braced himself and decided to break Fanuel's, taking the hits from each of the branches as they tumbled toward the ground. Hair and clothing tangled and ripped on the back, as Kessari grit his teeth tightly, and winced as bones smacked warningly, and only let out the smallest of cries when they finally hit the ground. The snap of bones was clearly audible, as Fanuel landed on top of him and the air in his lungs came out with a whoosh.
Fanuel lay there for a moment, he had passed out when they hit the ground, but he had been so disoriented that he hadn’t realized they’d fallen, he thought his brother had
forced him out so he was surprised when he opened his eyes to see Kessari gasping for air. Fanuel was in pain, his head foggy. He tried to lift his head but could only stare at Kessari’s chin
“Fucking… human… body … “ he breathed “ Kes..sari ? “ he tried
it took every ounce of strength he had to move his hand up to Kessari’s face, he touched him on the cheek “ Kessari… god.. “ he tried again “ Kes.sar… ri ? “ Fanuel’s head felt like it would explode, god damn this body, how the fuck could his brother stand being this weak ?
“ hey.. answer.. me “ he felt himself slipping again, his eyes rolling back into his head. “please “ he whispered as his hand slumped and everything went white again…
Kessari lay there, unable to respond at the moment to Fanuel's demands, his chest hurt so badly, he couldn't breathe, and Fanuel still lay over him. He concentrated and reached out to take Fanuel's hand before he gave a soft moan, his eyes rolling back into his head. He struggled to keep a hold on conciousness, his eyes fluttering as he fought for each breath, fighting back the darkness that threatened to over take him. Perhaps someone would find them, though it didn't seem likely. He tried to nudge Fanuel awake again, shuddering in pain.
“ Get up “ he heard the demand clear as day, he thought it was Kessari at first, but after a moment he reckognized the voice
Fanuel opened his eyes , they felt like his head was in mud and he forced himself to turn up to meet the very angry gaze of Jenova standing over them. He stared down at both Kessari and Fanuel with a coldness that he hadn’t seen before. Fanuel couldn’t tell what Kessari, who was still struggling for breath, must be thinking as Jenova stared down at them. He tried to pull himself over him, instinctively protecting Kessari from what Jenova might do. He did this without thinking. Jenova narrowed his eyes and squatted down, his eyes flicking from Kessari’s broken body to his own.
“ I thought I -told- you not to leave the house…” Jenova said so quietly it was almost a whisper. The tone in his voice was dangerous.
“ Fu.. fuck you “ Fanuel tried “ you going to help or just stand there you son.. of a …bit..ch “
Jenova stood up suddenly and grabbed Fanuel by the collar, lifting him up and slinging him over his shoulder like old luggage. Jenova then squatted down next to Kessari
“ so… are you the reason this boy is playing such dangerous little games.. ? Jenova said coolly “ what should we do about that hmmm ? “
Kessari winced as Fanuel crawled more completely over him. He squinted up at Jenova through one eye, wondering who this man was. He seemed fairly upset. Kessari didn't like the way he was ordering Fanuel around. When Fanuel got jerked up, He fought to raise himself onto his elbows, coughing up a little blood, and glaring at Jenova.
"P-put him down." he gasped, trembling and baring the fangs he had kept hidden. "Let him alone." he growled softly, which was more of a whimper. "He didn't do anything wrong. Something's happening to him, he needs help." he panted, shuddering.
[…he needs help] Jenova let out a sudden burst of laughter “ In more ways than one, I suspect “ Amused by the strength of the boy and his apparent need to stick up for his charge
His smile faded just as fast as it came and he looked at Kessari for a moment “ What ever you think you know about this …man…. “ he spoke in even words “ You don’t. He isn’t someone you should be mixed up with boy “ He smiled sweetly
Fanuel was shaking in anger and still unable to move “ fuck..ing… shut your… mouth you ..demon… scum “ he spat “ don’t sit there running… it off, help him… “
Jenova tightened his grip on Fanuel so suddenly and precisely that he cried out in pain and let out some choice swear words, the smile never left Jenova’s face. He looked at Kessari for a moment before speaking
“ Well boy “ He said in a deceptive nice tone “ He says to help you… would you like my help ? “
Kessari was gathering his strength slowly, glaring at Jenova for a moment, but he snarled in rage when Fanuel cried out, his eyes flashing with anger and hate already. A moment later and he had forced himself up, stumbling slightly, reaching out for Fanuel.
"Give him to me. It doesn't matter what you think. I want to be with him." The slight slur in his words was pained, as he wiped the corner of his lips, stumbling and leaning heavily against the tree. He took a few steps forward, holding out his hand, wanting Jenova to give Fanuel to him.
Jenova stayed in a squatted position as Kessari forced himself to stand. Watching with a smile for a minute before standing himself. He stood his ground as Kessari stumbled forward and cocked his head slightly to the side, amused to no end. Fanuel could hear Kessari stumbling and even through his grogginess, his heart began to race. No… he didn’t know what would happen and he couldn’t do anything to protect Kessari in this state. He’d known Jenova for far too long, he was all too aware of his strength and he knew none of Kessari’s.
“ st..stop it Kessa..ri “ he managed “ don…n’t “
Fanuel tried to reach up and pull himself off of Jenova’s shoulder, his strength wasn’t returning the way it would if he was in his own body, every movement felt like needles but he couldn’t just sit there slung over Jenova’s shoulder like a fucking piece of meat. He slowly lifted his head up using his arms to push away but all he managed was a slight pull before Jenova shook him and he slumped back limply
“ Please don’t… “ He whispered -to both Jenova and Kessari..
Kessari was running, out of breath, tired, and late. He had agreed to meet Fanuel again, in the park, but damnit if everything wasn't against his making a friend. Kivara had held him up on the way out, demanding that Kessari not return. He had driven the water dragon to tears with his viciousness. On the way to the park, he'd fallen and twisted his ankle in his rush. But he kept on, determined to meet that stranger who had not left his mind since their first meeting. He slowed at he approached their meeting place, looking around for some sign. He saw one person, but it was not the one he was seeking. He knew he wasn't that late. Only 5 or ten minutes. He licked his lips and turned looking to see if he had passed someone. Nothing was behind him but the trail he had taken. His brows furrowed softly, and he turned once more, to be sure. Fanuel was no where in sight. His mind wandered back to the other day. Fanuel had seemed so distressed... Maybe... Maybe, he hadn't planned on coming back. That thought made Kessari knit his brows further. Maybe he had decided he wanted nothing to do with him.
Fanuel sat in the shadows of a large tree just off the main park trail. He didn’t want to be seen by the scarce few who roamed past the trails. He was waiting for Kessari…
After he’d left him the other day, he was all he could think about. When he’d returned home, Jenova nearly lost his mind because he’d gone out and taken his precious brother’s body out with him. He had been told not to leave again, but Fuck Jenova, he didn’t own him, he’d damn well o what he pleased and that included leaving that house if he chose to.
Fanuel looked around.. Kessari was nowhere. He was late. Then it hit him, what if he wasn’t coming ? Fanuel shook his head and looked up at the tree. In a swift movement he leaped up to a branch. This may be a human body, but he could still maneuver it like it was his own. He squatted down, trying to get a clear view of the park and anyone who might be coming.
Noone… noone was coming. Fanuel sighed and sat down on the branch letting his legs dangle. What the fuck.. ? Why was he even this hopeful, he had basically forced himself on Kessari, who had every right not to want to come back. He thought he’d felt a connection, but maybe it had just been fear. Just when Fanuel was about to give up, a lone figure came half running half limping up to the base of the trail… Fanuel smiled despite him -self. it was him, he had come
Kessari turned, a few more times, looking around hopelessly. He hadn't been that late had he? He bit his bottom lip and chewed, as he was prone to do when something upset him. He felt horrible now. Kivara at home wishing he was dead, and Fanual hadn't come. Or if he had, he'd already left.
"Just as well." he whispered to himself, moving slowly over to the stand of trees across from Fanual. Leaning against the base of one, he laid his cheek against the trunk with a small sigh. "What was I hoping for anyway?" he asked himself softly, as he slowly slid down the tree to sit and rest among the shade. What did he think Fanuel saw in him? He had been a bit surprised at the way he had been pinned and kissed, but somehow he knew he shouldn't fear Fanuel. He had felt as if they could form a friendship that would last.
But here he was, sitting alone, with nothng but the trees and birds to keep him company, as usual. Nothing had changed. Maybe he has just dreamed Fanuel up.
In another swift movement Fanuel pushed himself off the branch and silently landed on the opposite side of the tree, out of Kessari’s site. He was about to walk across the trail when he saw Kessari lean on the tree, sigh and slide down. It made him stop short. All he could do was stare at him. The look in Kessari’s face… the defeat, the sadness… Fanuel’s heart skipped again.
What was wrong with him ? He stood there for a moment feeling his heart pound inside of his chest then took a deep breath and pushed himself off the tree, taking a step out onto the trail. He walked over to Kessari, who didn’t seem to notice him.
“ Hey… “ He said when he’d reached him, “ With a look like that on your face and I’ll think you don’t want to see me… “ He smiled and held out his hand, waiting for Kessari to except it
Kessari was just about ready to give up. Even more so than last week. No one cared for him, or wanted him. [Hey....] Kessari's head snapped up, his eyes focusing on Fanuel for an intense moment. His breath caught in his throat, as he choked out. "You came!" The surpise and delight in his voice was unmasked, the relief in his eyes genuine as he took the offered hand and stood up.
"I was.... afraid that you didn't really want to see me... I was afraid that... " he sighed, knowing he sounded like an idiot. "You wouldn't come." his heart had lodged in his throat as well, but his smile was unabashed, and disbelieving. "I'm sorry I got here late. I tripped and twisted my ankle. I didn't mean to make you wait." He didn't realize that he hadn't yet loosened his grip on Fanuel's hand.
Kessari’s grip was strong and gentle, Fanuel could hear the relief in Kessari’s voice and it set a small chill down his spine. His smile, so full of emotion… it lit his face up and Fanuel felt like he could just drink him in.
Then it sunk in, Fanuel frowned “ you.. twisted ? “ He looked at Kessari for a moment before pulling him close suddenly and lifting him up. Fanuel carried him off the trail and into the shade of the trees. Carefully he set him down without a word. He pulled his shirt out and ripped off the lower section, pulled his ankle gently onto his knee and then carefully began to wrap Kessari’s ankle. He could feel Kessari’s eyes on him as he did this, it felt like a hole was being burned into him, but he didn’t look up.
After a moment he glanced up and spoke “ You… shouldn’t be so careless. “ He let a smile escape his lips “ but… I’m … glad, you came. There “ he looked at his handy work, not letting his hands leave Kessari’s foot or the makeshift wrap… “ I thought for a minute.. “
He watched the expressions dance on Fanuel's face and felt a small smile form on his lips. AT the sudden frown, he was taken by surprise and blinked rapidly before giving a little startled shriek at being swept off his feet. His arms immediatly went around Fanuel's neck as he was carried off of the trail and back into the cooler shade of trees. His heart was racing, and he felt as if he may faint from the dizzyness being in Fanuel's arms caused him. It felt so secure and right nestled in those arms.
Without meaning to, his eyes devoured the flesh that was visible under the torn edge of Fanuel's shirt. He let his ankle be lifted, biting his bottom lip again watching him and blushing at the same time. He couldn't force himself to look away. The hands felt so strong, yet so gentle, and he didn't mind at all that they did not immediatly lift off of his foot. "Thanks." he said meekly, giving a tiny smile. "Yeah... Kivara just had to say something to me as I was leaving" he said, trying to sound candid, and not reveal how much that argument actually had hurt him.
"I'm glad you waited."
“ Yeah, well… I’ll alawys keep my word ” Fanuel said looking away for a moment “ that’s one thing I’ve got going for me “ he said again quietly.
“ So, Kivara ? “ Fanuel said, with his hands still on Kessari’s ankle he looked up into Kessari’s cobalt eyes. He blinked “ he’s your brother right ? “
Fanuel shifted his weight, being very careful not to disturb the position of Kessari’s foot, he pulled his legs under him and sat on them, cradling Kessari’s leg across his lap.
Fanuel could see the expression race across Kessari’s face and even though he’d tried to mask it, he could see it there. This Kivara… he didn’t like him already, he didn’t like the fact that Kessari was in pain. He knew all to well the hurt of betrayal, he knew the pain of having the person you love most hurt you and he didn’t like the fact that Kessari seemed to suffer from it … he wanted to see the smiling face of Kessari
“what did he say ? “ Fanuel asked after a moment, trying to sound casual without letting a the annoyance in his voice show.
He was about to refute what Fanuel had said about himself, but found himself speechless as he stared into the other's eyes. The Question about Kivara took a moment longer for him to understand, and he looked away, nodding slowly.
"Yes... He is..." He said, his voice barely a murmer. He glanced back as Fanuel Shifted and smiled at him gently before ths second question was issued. He fought to keep the smile one his face, taking a breath and shaking his head. "Nothing important really. The same thing he always says. He wishes I was dead, and that I'd not come home. " he tried to make it sound like a joke, looking back at Fanuel again with a small smile. "No big deal."
Fanuel stared at Kessari for a moment, seeing the discomfort on his face and the hearing the emotion in his voice, then suddenly let a dry laugh escape his lips.
He shouldn’t have asked him, all he was doing was hurting Kessari himself which was the last thing he wanted, he needed to get his mind off it all… Fanuel gently set Kessari’s leg down and stood up, he extended his hand down to him. “ Come, I want to show you something… “
Kessari’s took his hand and Fanuel shifted him around pulling him up on his back. Carefully he cupped his arms under Kessari’s legs, supporting his weight. When Kessari’s arms went around his neck and Fanuel felt the soft breath near his ear he almost moaned. He shook his head slightly and looked up at the trail and began the hike up towards the top. When they’d made it near the top, Fanuel took a detour off the trail and began walking into the flush wooded area. The smells, the sounds, the breeze… it was all intoxicating yet the only thing Fanuel could think of was the man he was carrying on his back.
Nezumi LacSeul: After a ways of walking Fanuel reached a large old thick tree, he looked up when he reached the base and stood there a moment calcutlating. He turned his head to Kessari slightly and whispered
“hold on “
Before Kessari could say a word Fanuel crouched down and bolted up in a sudden burst, landing on a branch, the lepted again and again, jumping from one to another until he’d reached the top. He stood there in silence with Kessari on his back and breathed in the air, and took in the view….
Kessari held on tightly as he was carried up the hill, feeling like he was taking advantage of Fanuel. His fave remained buried in Fanuel's neck for most of the uphill journey. The park passed him in a sunny blur, and for the first time in two months, Kessari felt free. He felt happy and wanted. He nuzzled Fanuel's neck a bit, and then looked up as they paused in front of the tree. [Hold on.] A moment later and he was at the very top of the tree, seening the would as he had never seen it before. The air was clean and fresh, and he breathed in deeply, smiling happily.
"Oh wow..." his voice was quiet and reverent, as he looked at Fanuel out of the corner of his eye. "It's beautiful." he crooned, nuzzling Fanuel's neck again. "And you're a great climber.." he giggled,
[and you’re a great climber] Fanuel smiled and sighed. “Yeah… “ he said without putting Kessari down “ I feel more at home I’m closer to the heavens… “
Fanuel squatted down carefully and set Kessari down, he stepped down onto a lwer branch and brought his arms up to support himself next to him. His head tilted away as he stared out into the park.
“ When I’m here… I almost feel free gain “ He whispered “ I thought maybe you’d feel that way too… “
Kessari's head turned, with a look of pure astonishment when Fanuel voice exactly what he'd been thinking. "I was thinking the exact same thing." he said slowly, with a smile spreading warmly across his cheeks as his gaze returned to the park.
"You seem to know exactly what I'm thinking.." he said slowly, smiling happily, leaning back against the trunk. "Maybe it was fate that we bumped into each other. You think?" his gaze returned to Fanuel, taking a moment to drink in the sight of him looking so free and... gorgeous. That thought made him blush, but he continued to smile at him.
Fanuel turned his gaze to Kessari just as a breeze hit them. His long silver hair blew across his face and the sun shone behind him illuminating his body. Fanuel never thought he’d see something as beautiful as his own brother yet there it was in front of him. [Maybe it was fate that we bumped into each other… you think ?] He pulled himself up, and maneuvered himself on the branch so he was just next to him. He leaned forward resting his arm just above Kessari’s head and leaned in close to his face, bringing his lips close to Kessari’s. His own silver hair fell forward, brushing Kessari’s cheak. He breathed in and moved his head to the side slightly …and let his lips lightly touch Kessari’s…..
He watched Fanuel as he shifted and moved close, never taking his eyes off the other as Fanuel leaned over him. His lips parted, mere inches away from the other's. When he felt the lightest of touches, he pressed his own lips a little more firmly back, giving a content sigh as he closed his eyes, lifting a slender hand up to fanuel's neck, carressing the back of it tenderly. A moment later, he pulled back slightly opening his eyes the tiniest bit, watching the one perch above him for a second. He leaned forward, sliding a hand through Fanuel's long silver hair, carressing the back of his neck as he brushed his own lips up Fanuel's cheek, his lips just millimeters from the skin there.
When Kessari’s hand slid through his hair, Fanuel’s back arch slightly to his touch and his eyes rolled slightly back. Fanuel turned his head down into Kessari’s neck as Kessari’s lips touched his cheek. He touched the tip of his nose to Kessari’s neck and tilted his head to the side following the contour up to his ear. Very softly he licked the bottom lobe of Kessari’s ear...
Kessari couldn't hold back the moan that escaped his lips, as electric fire shot through his nerves. "Oh.... Fanuel..." He whispered, arching his own back against Fanuel's, pressing his body against his. He was panting already, it had been years since he'd been with anyone. The thought came to his mind and he flushed, looking into the other's eyes before tilting his head back with another small breath.
When Kessari pressed himself into Fanuel’s body it sent an rush of feeling up Fanuel’s spine, he pulled his body around and sat lightly down on Kessari’s legs, keeping his legs on both sides of him and using his knees to keep himself propped up. He brought his other hand around and ran it through Kessari’s hair, still keeping the first on the tree for support. His pulled slightly, so that Kessari’s head was arched back, his lips parted. Fanuel slipped his mouth onto Kessari’s, letting his tongue dance over his teeth. His heart racing in his chest, he could feel the other’s as well as he kissed him. He would have taken in every last breath this man had if he could…
His legs were captured between Fanuel's, and he knew there would be no escape. Not that he wanted to. He knew that he would never try to escape from this one, this man. He gave into the tugging willingly, tilting his head back obediantly, moaning softly into the mouth that covered his, consumed him. He felt as if he could soar. His hands lifted, curling tightly into the man's shirt collar as he tried to mesh his mouth even more intimately with Fanuel's, longing for the feelings that had all but burnt out in himself. Fanuel set him on fire. Kessari had only ever felt this way with one person before, but now that Kivara hated him, why should anything with Fanuel be wrong. Especially when it felt so right?
Fanuel wanted him, this man, he wanted him more than he’d wanted anything in a very long time. If it hadn’t been for their location, he would have stripped him already. A strong breeze flew across them and Fanuel pulled his lips away and opened his eyes, staring at Kessari’s face, his lips, his features. Suddenly a sharp pain hit him in the head and he let go of Kessari’s hair falling forward, his arms on both sides of Kessari’s head, as his head flumped down with a hard movement. He could feel him trying to surface, the pain of his brother trying to force his way out..
“not now “ he whispered, his eyes clenched shut. “ Not now ! “ he breathed, the pain of his brother’s forced consciousness bringing tears to his eyes “ please.. “
He jerked blinking in confusion at the violent pain-filled movements Fanuel was making. His arms lifted Quickly to wrap around him, steady him, so that neither of them would topple out of the tree. He was shocked, and didn't know what to do.
"Fanuel? Fanuel! Are you alright!? " his voice was tense with worry as he balanced himself on the branch, glancing down. Who was Fanuel Talking to?
Fanuel could barely feel Kessari holding him, it took everything he had to keep himself from being forced out. Fuan and he had an arrangement or so Jenova had told him. He had been told he’d be allowed time, so this shouldn’t be happening !
Pain went like shockwaves through his body and he let out a guttural cry, small at first, then as the pain got more intense he cried out, whipping his head back. This motion caused the balance of the two to be shifted off and is a terrifying split second Fanuel started to fall, taking Kessari with him….
Kessari didn't know how much Physical injury Fanuel could take, but knew he himself could take quite a bit, and so He fell willingly, holding the other close, and using one of the limbs to turn himself. He knew he'd never be able to stop the fall, so he merely braced himself and decided to break Fanuel's, taking the hits from each of the branches as they tumbled toward the ground. Hair and clothing tangled and ripped on the back, as Kessari grit his teeth tightly, and winced as bones smacked warningly, and only let out the smallest of cries when they finally hit the ground. The snap of bones was clearly audible, as Fanuel landed on top of him and the air in his lungs came out with a whoosh.
Fanuel lay there for a moment, he had passed out when they hit the ground, but he had been so disoriented that he hadn’t realized they’d fallen, he thought his brother had
forced him out so he was surprised when he opened his eyes to see Kessari gasping for air. Fanuel was in pain, his head foggy. He tried to lift his head but could only stare at Kessari’s chin
“Fucking… human… body … “ he breathed “ Kes..sari ? “ he tried
it took every ounce of strength he had to move his hand up to Kessari’s face, he touched him on the cheek “ Kessari… god.. “ he tried again “ Kes.sar… ri ? “ Fanuel’s head felt like it would explode, god damn this body, how the fuck could his brother stand being this weak ?
“ hey.. answer.. me “ he felt himself slipping again, his eyes rolling back into his head. “please “ he whispered as his hand slumped and everything went white again…
Kessari lay there, unable to respond at the moment to Fanuel's demands, his chest hurt so badly, he couldn't breathe, and Fanuel still lay over him. He concentrated and reached out to take Fanuel's hand before he gave a soft moan, his eyes rolling back into his head. He struggled to keep a hold on conciousness, his eyes fluttering as he fought for each breath, fighting back the darkness that threatened to over take him. Perhaps someone would find them, though it didn't seem likely. He tried to nudge Fanuel awake again, shuddering in pain.
“ Get up “ he heard the demand clear as day, he thought it was Kessari at first, but after a moment he reckognized the voice
Fanuel opened his eyes , they felt like his head was in mud and he forced himself to turn up to meet the very angry gaze of Jenova standing over them. He stared down at both Kessari and Fanuel with a coldness that he hadn’t seen before. Fanuel couldn’t tell what Kessari, who was still struggling for breath, must be thinking as Jenova stared down at them. He tried to pull himself over him, instinctively protecting Kessari from what Jenova might do. He did this without thinking. Jenova narrowed his eyes and squatted down, his eyes flicking from Kessari’s broken body to his own.
“ I thought I -told- you not to leave the house…” Jenova said so quietly it was almost a whisper. The tone in his voice was dangerous.
“ Fu.. fuck you “ Fanuel tried “ you going to help or just stand there you son.. of a …bit..ch “
Jenova stood up suddenly and grabbed Fanuel by the collar, lifting him up and slinging him over his shoulder like old luggage. Jenova then squatted down next to Kessari
“ so… are you the reason this boy is playing such dangerous little games.. ? Jenova said coolly “ what should we do about that hmmm ? “
Kessari winced as Fanuel crawled more completely over him. He squinted up at Jenova through one eye, wondering who this man was. He seemed fairly upset. Kessari didn't like the way he was ordering Fanuel around. When Fanuel got jerked up, He fought to raise himself onto his elbows, coughing up a little blood, and glaring at Jenova.
"P-put him down." he gasped, trembling and baring the fangs he had kept hidden. "Let him alone." he growled softly, which was more of a whimper. "He didn't do anything wrong. Something's happening to him, he needs help." he panted, shuddering.
[…he needs help] Jenova let out a sudden burst of laughter “ In more ways than one, I suspect “ Amused by the strength of the boy and his apparent need to stick up for his charge
His smile faded just as fast as it came and he looked at Kessari for a moment “ What ever you think you know about this …man…. “ he spoke in even words “ You don’t. He isn’t someone you should be mixed up with boy “ He smiled sweetly
Fanuel was shaking in anger and still unable to move “ fuck..ing… shut your… mouth you ..demon… scum “ he spat “ don’t sit there running… it off, help him… “
Jenova tightened his grip on Fanuel so suddenly and precisely that he cried out in pain and let out some choice swear words, the smile never left Jenova’s face. He looked at Kessari for a moment before speaking
“ Well boy “ He said in a deceptive nice tone “ He says to help you… would you like my help ? “
Kessari was gathering his strength slowly, glaring at Jenova for a moment, but he snarled in rage when Fanuel cried out, his eyes flashing with anger and hate already. A moment later and he had forced himself up, stumbling slightly, reaching out for Fanuel.
"Give him to me. It doesn't matter what you think. I want to be with him." The slight slur in his words was pained, as he wiped the corner of his lips, stumbling and leaning heavily against the tree. He took a few steps forward, holding out his hand, wanting Jenova to give Fanuel to him.
Jenova stayed in a squatted position as Kessari forced himself to stand. Watching with a smile for a minute before standing himself. He stood his ground as Kessari stumbled forward and cocked his head slightly to the side, amused to no end. Fanuel could hear Kessari stumbling and even through his grogginess, his heart began to race. No… he didn’t know what would happen and he couldn’t do anything to protect Kessari in this state. He’d known Jenova for far too long, he was all too aware of his strength and he knew none of Kessari’s.
“ st..stop it Kessa..ri “ he managed “ don…n’t “
Fanuel tried to reach up and pull himself off of Jenova’s shoulder, his strength wasn’t returning the way it would if he was in his own body, every movement felt like needles but he couldn’t just sit there slung over Jenova’s shoulder like a fucking piece of meat. He slowly lifted his head up using his arms to push away but all he managed was a slight pull before Jenova shook him and he slumped back limply
“ Please don’t… “ He whispered -to both Jenova and Kessari..