Going to Canada this weekend. Not as excited as I could be. Oh well. I'll have fun whether I like it or not.

If I could stitch my busted heart together with words, I'd use the lies that you told me. That way, it could never be tricked again.

But not today. I like people, but not today. I like life. Not today, though. I'm drunk-but not on virtue or poetry.

I'm paying for every time I hurt someone. At least, I would be if I believed in karma.

I'm ready for this to stop.

A knock on my conscious wall
Then a bang in my heart
Brick by brick I've built this future
Brick by brick you tear it apart.

Your pounding boots cross my mind
Dragging my hope across the floor
The mud of meaning is on your sole
And leaves its mark in every sore.

My heart is turned to ocean water
Black and blue like a bruise
I struggle against its waves
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Just enough to want to love you. I think I want you just enough to let you go. I believe in you enough to hope you never come back.

You don't get to dump me then tell me the next day you miss me. You don't get to call and say you just want to hear my voice. What you do get to do is what you said you wanted to do - be alone.

Jonah and I have been talking about going to Canada on his Spring Break for about a month. Today, he said he thinks maybe we should stay closer to Boston.
I suppose I shouldn't be as disappointed as I am, considering I'm suppose to be in Costa Rica next month, but I am.

Or something.

I've been dating an EMT for about a month now. I think we are very compatible. We are suppose to take a quick trip to Canada in March and I'm looking forward to that.

I bought a 2006 Mini Cooper almost a week ago. I've already curbed a rim. Klutz.

I should to go see my family in NC soon. It's been since November and I miss them.

They are crawling out of the woodwork to date me right now. And not the low life's that I'm used to either. I'm confused. How is one suppose to know who to pick?