Not quite dead yet

[nephtys369]

Well, It's been a while since I've last been here. A lot has happened to say the least.....I've been with Greg for five months now; marking this as the longest relationship I've ever had.  My life has been a roller coaster of idiosyncrasies and redundance.  I'm not happy.  Despite what I may say to others I am completely discontent.  Here's a month

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[heavenskitchen]

Hmmmm, I don't know what your going through... but I love you. that's all that really matters too me no matter what Richard you are. to tell you the truth I like them both. of enjoyed seeing and talking to you every week at farmers and I'll miss you when you go off to college. luckily, I know people in Davis which means I can come see you and drag you off to some party that you'll hate. I'm glad your writing in your journal again, I feel better knowing the whole story or at least more then I used too. Hmmmm... the cowboy bebop movie is on so I have to go now... bye bye!

[sugarstareyes]

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[sugarstareyes]

i havent done much worth bragging about or anything ohso interesting and unbelievable lately either. not in my opinion. i mean it is slightly surprising that i ended up going out with alvin and fucking him and lalala and me and violet are practically best friends. i doubt most people expected it even though justin claims he knew from the start. bulllshit.
youve still got shit to look forward to. more school ha. dorms. growing up... wait. is that even something to look forward to? hah i know i wouldnt. but i would look forward to leaving this town. and i know youre looking forward to me visiting you. that is, if i havent taken off myself by then. mmm.. youve got a car. even if it broken youve got one. and a license and money and friends and youre not 2 months late on rent and youre not on the verge of insanity. or maybe you are. but just try to look at the shit youve got that other people dont.
and laugh. hahaha. works for me. *kisskiss* love you kitten

[crazyness202]

don't think i am replying because i care, becuse i don't, i just understand. though you are 2 years older and have gone through a whole lot more shit than i have life sucks and unless you do something great to help this hell hole we call a world no one is ever really going to notice or care about what you do. trust is a thing of the past and no one is who they seem to be. be who the fuck you want to and screw those who get you in the way.