omfg more bullshit from the mouth of Neptune :D

Jan 17, 2007 12:25

Wow…it’s been a while D:! So yeah check this shit out, mofos~ this will be long, so make sure you got a good snack and shizz :’

Mmm, RO has been fun :’ but it’s starting to get tome :[ I finally got my character to level 99 and transcended to a higher and stronger job class. But then~ Here’s the deal. 1.) I promised a friend named Gentleman that I would transcend my character with him…we did just that D: together~ 2.) Apparently I told a friend, Ashy, that I would also transcend with her bard, Pierre….Of all the times I have seen her online, I have never seen her train her bard to level 99 :[ so I went ahead with Gent.. 3.) Ashy blew the whole thing out of proportion D:…started bitching at how much of a liar I was…Said I was a bitchy liar, and tried telling everyone what a whore I was :’ I died laughing a bit…dunno why xD; I just let her say whatever she wanted :[ But then she started upsetting two of my friends a bit too much @w@ they like me and hate it when people say such things about me ;o; so they hated her for it and kill her as often as they can in game. They would say things like “Nep says hi :D” and kill her XD; Then she complained to a GM and told him they were harassing her for leaving the guild….He believed her =_= and Dave was supposed to be my good friend :[ But yeah, he ended up talking to my friends, (Stress [coughnickcough] and Bubblez [coughiforgothernamecough]) and jksldjf I decided to take the matters into my own hands :[ and talked to Dave myself and made him tell Ashy that what she was doing was wrong…Then Bubblez wound up crying because~ apparently Ashy had told her that if she died right now, no one would care because no one ever liked her anyways….-cough- Bubblez is a bit sensitive to that kind of stuff :[ So yeah Dave made me and Ashy apologize to each other over skype, (over mic chat D: ) and I told him straight on, I will not apologize because I had done nothing wrong >:[ I sat there and took her abuse and she makes herself out to be a victim? I did however tell her to apologize to Bubblez and Stress for harassing them :’ after that, she tried apologizing to me and demanding one out of me D:….I ended up making her cry on skype XDDD /mean little ho :’’ it was funny though :D;;;;; SO YEAH IN CONCLUSION TO THIS E-DRAMA! I THINK THAT THE INTERNET IS SERIOUS BUSINESS D: AND maybe I should just quit RO >_>;; games shouldn’t be so complicated…I remember asking Hito when the hell did such a game get so complicated? His answer: “Since they added humans to it…” :[ THIS ENDS THE E-DRAMA PORTION :D

Mmmmm, school exams :’ I have had exams all this week and it’s been murder on me ;o; oh god I probably failed Bio and English and Web Page development ;_____; meaning I might have summer school….to tell the truth, I love English and Bio…AP and all D: but remember a long time ago, in a post where I said….I give up? Yeah, well its catching up to me…I really do give up with all this bullshit…It’s all too much…But then so many people are telling me “LOLZ SO YOU GONNA DROP ENGLISH OR BIO? :DDD” like the expect me to….And I wanna cry right there and just fklsd/jk I MEAN DAMMIT! I REALLY DO LOVE THESE CLASSES! And I really am upset at how badly I’m doing in them. I know I can do better but I can’t bring myself to be even slightly optimistic about school. It’s killing me, I mean it D: I attempted suicide a while ago… I held a knife to my wrist, all ready andshit…. I really wanted to see how much better life would be to just die…What stopped me from going through with it was forgetting that AIM signs me in automatically. Italian spammed me XD; showed me all these pictures of panda bears and ferrets and kittens spazzing at how cute they were, lmfao XDD He was being his usual acting-like-a-ten-year-old self :3 And I swear, the teachers are fed up with me…Last week, Friday, in all six of my classes…all the teachers looked me dead in the eye and told me “..You suck”…It seemed like a conspiracy or something but I’m so goddamned upset…I really do wanna break down and just cry myself into insanity…God, what am I gonna do with myself? >_< I can’t think straight anymore and I’m taking pills more often than I think is safe @w@ god, I get horrible headaches and it’s all just killing me…..I need help, bad, before I really go through with suicide x_X

Well….I got my spot on the drama club (lololol drama) competition :D I’m now officially crew for it :] I gotta be there a lot though so I’m gonna be popping in and out every so often XD but hey~ it’s all good :] hope we win this competition |D this school is big on being champions in everything :’ plus I think me and the fam are moving to another state again @w@ according to my dad…Ohio we goooo…probably, we’re not really sure XD

I just thought of something :c I was talking to Sean a while ago and when he heard what my problems were he told me something…”You know Nep…I’m in the same boat…And to tell you the truth I liked the cruise ship better…I’m gonna swim back..care to join me?” at first I laughed so hard at this xD but then I thought about it and later told him..”You know what Sean…maybe I will swim back with you…BUT I HAVE TO WARN YOU I CAN’T SWIM D:” lmfao :’ so in other words…I’m taking my life back into my control…not for my parents, not for friends, not for anyone…Just for myself…I want my old life back and I want it back now..So I’m starting over guys :3 Hi, my name is Ashley otherwise known as Neptune….OH HEY I WENT BACK TOO FAR

Hope you enjoyed my drama XD;
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