132 What makes you angriest?
My mother committing suicide and my girlfriend sleeping with my dad were strong contenders for this honor. It was a really close race, but you know I have to say my father killing one girlfriend and trying to kill the other trumps everything else. There isn't a day that I don't think about how he managed to her away from us after he already betrayed me by fucking her. I've decided we're never getting over it. Duncan, Veronica and me, we're never going to be ok again because it was just too much of a loss. Sure, we've had a lot of crazy shit happen to us since then, but losing Lilly was what broke us. They may not admit we're broken, but I've accepted it. She was the glue that held us together. The one that made us ok with being who we were. Once she was gone we just fell apart. There have been attempts to put ourselves back together again, but that key piece is still missing. I wake up screaming for her sometimes. I've heard Duncan do the same. I wonder sometimes if Veronica does too. My father did this to us. He had to be selfish enough to take from me what I wouldn't be able to survive losing. I hate him for that. I'll always hate him for that.
muse: Logan Echolls
Fandom: Veronica Mars
Word Count: 226