awwww i was happy to see u i would of huged u but rex would of got pissed..so srry ( Read more... )

so yea im sitting here with kt and im n love really i am shes just sitting in my living room and watching a blank screen cuz we have no cable...lame ass tv but yea were gonna hang out again tomarrow hopefully...but yea i miss you rex i love you im glad your okay....called garlen to hang but hes gay and is sleepingbut yea kts gonna talk to sean bye

so yea im sitting here with krystal(glances at her) and yea today was fun we were walking down our street and lord and behold here comes ray..shes dating him now(fucking great) and yea she didnt know it was him but i did and i didnt really want to see him so on the way to the store the hole time we were hiding behind bushes and shit it was so ( Read more... )

Basically, if I could I would snatch you up and show you all the affection I described earlier. I would give you everything that he can't or won't. I'd make you very happy. There. Now I shall remain silent...that was RAYLilpunkboie: I'd wrap my arms around you, hold you next to that heart, and tell you... that's where you belon that too! But I ( Read more... )

so yea im talking to ray garlens brother and oh my god hes so sweet! well i think he is watch this will turn into a trusting relationship that will just go to shit..i hope not i like him my moms freaking out shes like ahh hes 22 what the hell is he doing talking to you!..yea id like to kill her right now but speeking of ray being sweet look at this ( Read more... )

well we all knew that, but uhh i need some edvice now i know that rex doesnt check his journal that much now so im okay to say this. but ive been dating this guy for like a month and i cant say i love you..well i say it but i cant mean it. i mean i like him i really like him but i just cant get over jon.. i loved him and i think thats why when i ( Read more... )

YUP I THINK..I KNOW ITS ABOUT TIME RIGHT? BUT UHH WENT TO CHURCH SUNDAY MY FAMILY THINKS I NEED JESUS TIME BUT UHH IT LED ME TO think of death i mean i dont like god what has he done for me..alley told me that he led me not to killing myself the 3 times i tried but he also led me doing it hes done nothing good for me NOTHING. damn why am i so sad ( Read more... )

YEA AND NO BODY MISSED ME.. i dont care tho wont be the first im so fucking tired uhh i was in chicago..fun let me tell u but i didnt sight see...at all i went there with krystal and her sister and the whole time i was there i was stoned out of my mind and it is the last time i was on the train and on the street and everybody looked like GARLEN!! ( Read more... )

so yea,,still pissed off um im sick..pkyscaliiy my throat hurts my head is killing me and it hurts when i breath..fucking fantastic so why am i so sick let me tell you okay so my friend is having sex.. no big deal right well not when its unprotected so she comes to me for help how do i help that i mean i can usually put myself in there pos. but not ( Read more... )

so yea so sick of life and the shit in it,mainly my MOM if it was legal i would so shoot her in the FACE and if i wasnt so exspensive i would too kill myself but i cant leave my dad..even if he is my step i love him,,yes i saod it i want to die i cant cut myself anymore so that mean i have to live with the shit that life throws at me! oh yea and im ( Read more... )