Excuse the cheesy ending please haha.

[nerdi_babe]

I was taking pictures off the wall last night around 4am, and as I was doing so I realized how distant all those memories seemed. the oldest picture up there was from prom, the 2nd oldest from graduation. Weird. All that was only 2 years ago, 2 years that have passed rather quickly might I add. I just had this very odd feeling while looking at

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constant ramblings by a 1 miss jaime poucher

[jaime293]

I fully agree! i've amazed myself at how much i've matured in the past 2 years. Things that bothered me then seem so insignificant now. I find myself occasionally thinking "why the hell did that bother me?" I look at the person that i was and i look at the person that i am now, and like you, i amaze myself at how different the two are. I can't believe that graduation and prom was so long ago. It feels like just yesterday i was picking up my prom pictures from wal-mart with my dad and commenting on how i couldn't believe that prom was 2 weeks ago. Or that day we were at eddie and linda's floating on the raft and thinkin "wow, prom is already on friday." It's amazing to me how fast time flies. Grad night was almost exactly 2 years ago. We've changed and grown so much that we don't realize it until time has passed and we look back. I don't think people fully change tho, b/c like u said, the person in the pictures still shows up every now and then. I'm sure it'll be like that until the day we die. I love it tho, it makes life

Agreed.

[nerdi_babe]

Indeed. I have noticed that you grew and matured a lot too :) good job! hahaha and I remember those days too.. so odd.. it's like a different lifetime.. my whole thought process is different. Maybe I got a new brain? or at least part of a new brain? haha I dunno that's just what it feels like. But anyways, it's good to know that I'm not the only one... I mean I knew I wasn't, but.. ya.. you know what I mean. shut up please!

Long, Sappy, and most likely boring .... just like a lone Pine Tree

[revo_ezylana]

I agree however I have a little bit of a different twist on mine. When I go home and look at the pictures on my wall I always see the good memories. I don't try to .. it just happens that way. When I look at myself I see me, me in a different chapter but still me. I've never had that feeling like I was looking at someone else. There is only the year that I was at UCF that I can really say I regret and that I was a little bit of a different person. And I only regret the consequences but I absolutely loved that year. Though I know that I've changed it doesn't feel like it ... I feel as if the person I am was the person I always was and that I just figured out how to use my ability. It feels like I'm at the only significantly bad point in my life, but my logic tells me that I've been here before and that the further away it gets, the better it looked. I do look at things I did and go y? ... Sometimes I welcome change and sometimes a cling to it with a death grip. The only Assumption I can make at this point is that this is life

Re: Long, Sappy, and most likely boring .... just like a lone Pine Tree

[nerdi_babe]

I see the good memories too.. like I said, I didn't say it was necessarily a bad thing.. But that part of my life is over. I'm not 16-18 years old anymore, I'm not really a kid now.. I'm not an adult either.. I'm just in limbo.. but all those times were awesome, and the way I felt in general was awesome (despite what I said at the time.. haha I was so dumb) and that's what makes it kind of sad.. not because it was bad, but because it was so good. But I also know that there are a lot of good times to look forward to.. It's tim eto start thinking about those things, rather than just the things that were.
haha and I will never leave you on a street corner like an abandoned litter of puppies. hhahaha dork.

treasure this. its a rare occasion when i get personal. like fuckin' haleys comet.

[freesampleninja]

You suck for making sense and bringing me to my senses to realize whats going on and to come to terms with the (several) difficulties im facing now in my life. Not just school, but things with living arrangments, work, my social life, my health, and Morgen (I'll explain all about it when you come down. everythings fine, but not, in a good way?), I'm just a mess right now. And most of it deals with reminiscing and living in memories. Every memory I have is precious to me, and I just want to keep living like that, but now I realize that those memories wouldn't have happened if I had just hoped things stayed the way they were. I need to live for now and come to terms that things aren't the way I may want them to be, but it's for the better. We had good times, and more are to come, and things are going to be different. That's life