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today; yet another painful, miserable day.
i don't know if you guys remember, but awhile back i posted something along the lines of "my best friend found out i cut". well i guess she didn't..
i've got a story for you fahkurs.
well, this morning i said to mikayla "i did it again" by that she knew what i was talking about. if you slow ones don't know yet "i did it again" = "i cut again" well mikayla wrote me a note talking about me cutting and how i should stop. it had every fcuking detail in it. i guess on the way to fourth hour i dropped the note 'romel' sees me drop it. he picks it up and reads it. at lunch he then shows about 5 other guys including my boyfriend. my boyfriend then comes up to me and gives me a long ass lecture on how it's so fcuking stupid on what i do. i then get pissed and start yelling, i told him he doesn't understand SHIT or why i fcuking do it. well, on the way to the front of the school i told tina "you know how when some people get very angry or mad they cut their wrists?!" and she said "yeah....." and i was like "well i do that." and she started balling and crying her fcuking eyes out and she ran ahead of me. so i haven't talked to her since. and right now i'm crying and i want to cut again so fcuking bad. i fcuking HATE life<|3
i don't know if you guys remember, but awhile back i posted something along the lines of "my best friend found out i cut". well i guess she didn't..
i've got a story for you fahkurs.
well, this morning i said to mikayla "i did it again" by that she knew what i was talking about. if you slow ones don't know yet "i did it again" = "i cut again" well mikayla wrote me a note talking about me cutting and how i should stop. it had every fcuking detail in it. i guess on the way to fourth hour i dropped the note 'romel' sees me drop it. he picks it up and reads it. at lunch he then shows about 5 other guys including my boyfriend. my boyfriend then comes up to me and gives me a long ass lecture on how it's so fcuking stupid on what i do. i then get pissed and start yelling, i told him he doesn't understand SHIT or why i fcuking do it. well, on the way to the front of the school i told tina "you know how when some people get very angry or mad they cut their wrists?!" and she said "yeah....." and i was like "well i do that." and she started balling and crying her fcuking eyes out and she ran ahead of me. so i haven't talked to her since. and right now i'm crying and i want to cut again so fcuking bad. i fcuking HATE life<|3