the few thoughts in my mind

Nov 15, 2002 21:28

" there is something in me, a drive that i can't explain, and it pushes me to do i want to do ( Read more... )

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bmacbowler November 15 2002, 21:41:56 UTC
i can answer all your questions.....ALL of them ( ... )

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nerdo45 November 15 2002, 21:50:17 UTC
why...brandon why u pretty much are sitting there and why cause again in your mind i made the mistake and i am the one in the wrong...dont sit there and say that stuff cause what happened a couple hour agos....the same old stuff! you werent listening and its the same like i hate it! if dsw is that important to you i am gone.......i think thats more important to you then i was....i remember when we first started and everything was so fucking great! we were such the happy married couple....then fucking it went downhill and i dunno why and i dont seem to wanna know why....i needed you today more then anything but i swear your head was way too high in the sky cause wow you get paid 1.50 more....yay!who cares that i am sooo torn righ tnow i dont know what to do...i am a mess and i needed you and you do what u do u pushed me away....sorry i didnt want to give u a ride home but yea...you dont understand what its fucking like to have no one really honestly care...a lot of people yea fucking front to me and u know it and u dont know yet u ( ... )

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anonymous November 15 2002, 21:57:07 UTC
Jen,
I want to pick you up right now and just hug you! I am sorry, and this is different for me. I know that you have more then you can ever deal with and I also know how great you are. And I am sorry it ended this way. And sweetie its a part of life. You are so awesome! And I wouldn't change anything about you! So, you and Brandon had a fight...BUT...take a step back and look at the whole picture, Is this something you want to lose? Losing you wasn't the happiest day of my life. It's crazy to think that I still had everything you ever wrote to me or anything until Emilie made me throw it away! You we both know are somewhat "diffcult" but that makes you Jen. I kinda have an idea whats going on.But, just learn from this and it'll make you stronger! You are sooooooooo amazing and once someone realizes how amazing you are when your gone..They'll come back...I mean look what happened to us! :)

I miss you!
Get Better and DONT do it for us DO it for you!

Love,
Timmy TOuchdown

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xbutterflykissx November 15 2002, 22:07:14 UTC
miss.jennifer ashley: #13
*u are so awesome!* and i'd care if ANYTHING happened to you! and if u don't wake up then i'd die...

*sweetie, whats not good about you? so you are havin a rough time! but, i know you! and i know u are a survior and how great you really are! and if u cant see it then u need to sit there and try to see it!

*lets talk about messing up...look @ the others! you are sooooooooo not messing up! do u remember all those times we did dumb things!

* well, not cali there isnt :) please come with us! let us all be together again! we miss u and we all love u to death!!!

* JENNIFER ASHLEY AND I KNOW YOU! LISTEN TO HIM AND ASK HIM! AND TRY! I HAVE NEVER SEEN YOU THIS HAPPY! AND YOU NEED TO CALL HIM AND LISTEN!!!

girl! u rock my world!<33 and i love u! and u are u! and i miss u!

^KaylaLayla

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karebear0469 November 15 2002, 22:29:45 UTC
I think that all the time, but then I realize, there's a lot more than sadness. There's the though of finding some1 and growing old with them that makes me happy.

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angeleyzdreamer November 16 2002, 07:33:16 UTC
omg.. i can answer EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THOSE ( ... )

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