what is a good relationship................

Dec 06, 2002 11:12

why is that i can be sooooooooo happy and flyin through thte sky and then have to just have my mood taken away from me ( Read more... )

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hootersbabe46 December 6 2002, 11:53:36 UTC
a good relationship is one with trust!! just relax and everything will be ok. did something happen between you two? or are you just having one of those days where you just need to cry, bc i get those. but i really hope everything works out for you!! ~*Tres*~

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nerdo45 December 6 2002, 12:06:03 UTC
thanx a lot! but, see its just getting soooooooo hard and stuff! and look at the way things use to be and i get sooooooo upset just cause we were like soooo happy and everything was just perfect and i honestly feel at times that i am a burden to his life and all that stuff...you know the whole actions speak louder then words?!?!?!well thats the boat i am in right now. i know he cares about me a lot but sometimes its the way i feel and we cant talk..one of us has to raise the vioce and that hurts me soooo much! i want to be happy just like the way its suppose to be! and i hope i can believe what u said and just relax but i am sooo scared if i wait and then something bad will happen!!! but thanx soooooooooo much!!!

xoxoxox

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angeleyzdreamer December 6 2002, 11:53:57 UTC
well babe.. its hard to actually define a good relationship...yanno? everyones opinion of that is different,...
+but i think a good relationship is one where its complete honesty. and you both love each other equally, and your with someone who your completly comfortable around and you can be yourself, and also trust,..trust and honesty is what makes a relationship,..also the love <3
+im sorry your having a ruff day,.. and i know you know that im with you on how those are!
i love you too much to see you hurt, especially after youve MORE than helped me through my shit..
i love you hun! i really do..
::hugs::

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nerdo45 December 6 2002, 12:13:51 UTC
You are way to great! Honest! I sit here and wonder why I have such great friends and how much Ilove them! And you are one of them! And I hate this sooo much! And all I want to do is cry and cry and its what I am doing! Nothing seems to be going right! I dont see any postive in me just negative! And I am sure thats the way that other people are thinking when they look at me or when they think of me! I hate this! I swear I am like a emotional rollercoaster! And nothing I do is good enough for anyone! I hate it sooo much! And I really am starting to hate myself! But, thank you! I really care about you!!

xoxox

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angeleyzdreamer December 6 2002, 12:25:56 UTC
+wow, reading all of that was like reading something that i wrote myself!
im so serious, like.. damn we feel the exact same..its so crazy,..
at least you know that youll ALWAYS have someone who knows exactly what your going through and how you feel...
you mean the world to me hun! you really do, just.. try and keep your head up,.. i know when your feeling like you do, thats the last thing you wanna hear, "cheer up", "just keep smiling", "itll all get better"...
but..im not just saying that b/c i know your going through a hard time, im saying it b/c i REALLY do care and u mean alot to me.. you dont deserve at ALL to have any tears :o( your way too beautiful of a person INSIDE AND OUT for that..
::more hugs::
hang in there.. this will pass i promise

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nerdo45 December 6 2002, 15:13:29 UTC
wow! that meant soooooooooo much to me! and npow i wonder what i did to deserve you as a friend! i lvoe everything about you! you are sooooooooo much more then you give yourself credit for and the things you say to me really get me! and i thank god, that i know someone as awesome as you....honest i know this is all like whatever to you but i dont know where'd i would be without you! you can take my worse possible day and just say something nice and i am totally in a better mood! and know matter what you have always been there for me! and its great and it means soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much to me and i love it that i can call you one of my friends!!!!

i love you!!!

xoxoxoxo

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karebear0469 December 6 2002, 12:22:10 UTC
That really sucks! I mean sometimes people, such as our friends and family see things that we don't see. As much as we love and care about them, we don't believe them until the relationship is over. I know this I also know how you feel and it sucks that big one! Hope you feel better!

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nerdo45 December 6 2002, 15:14:24 UTC
thank you soooooooooooo much! that helped a lot!!!

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xbutterflykissx December 6 2002, 16:58:05 UTC
"theres nothing to fear except luv itself..."

Jellybean:
I love you! And you are awesome! You are under so much today and everyday lately! Just cry. Things are gunna get better cause they always do for you cause you are so amazing! You honestly can take all the nagitive of you and I will promise you there will be 500000000000000000000000% more postive! I mean honestly look at you. You have got it all!!!
I love ya!
^Kay Lay^

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eck0_gurly December 6 2002, 17:37:23 UTC
hi honey!
I really hope everythings okae..
listen.. Guys can make you feel high.. real high.. but they can also make you feel real low, so low you dont have anything left.. if you dont have any love for yourslef, how are you supposed to have love for anyone else.(quoted from baby boy) I love you.. and you are very important to me, and i hate seeing you upset, a relationship is based on trust, and i kno you've heard that, but if brandon as enough respect for you, he'll kno that you gave him your love, and he shouldnt betray your trust by hurting you all the time. But thatz just my opinion.. i'm here for you gurl.. i love you gurly..
~*JeSSi*~

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redheadedbitch December 9 2002, 02:09:29 UTC
As requested, you've been reviewed.

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