I am listening to The Format.  They give me a feeling that no other band does.  I just put them in my favorite music on facebook.  I also updated my profile, because that should be my top priority now?  Lots of people have so much on their favorites list, but mine are fairly short.  The band/movie/book has to give me a certain feeling for it to be ( Read more... )

I would really like to hang out with the US mens gymnastics team.  They seem really cool and since people are generally exactly what they are like on TV, I am sure it would be a great time.  I liked them better as a team though.. tonight's all around competition was not as fun.  I just like hanging out with guys though.. but that is a totally ( Read more... )

I am so stressed out about moving to Cleveland.

The end.

Thursday I felt like I got a year older in one day.  I left in the middle of class at Pima to pick Celia up at the airport in Phoenix.  We got lost in Tempe and Gilbert.  I drove a lot while we talked about all the great times we have spent together and how we didn't really like each other freshmen year of college.  Then we talked about her leaving ( Read more... )

All I ever do is write in livejournal now.  I don't really know who reads this anymore.. I kind of don't care ( Read more... )

I had to erase the entry I wrote about birthdays.  It was easy to say all that positive stuff before it actually was my birthday.  I'll put it here anyway.. for reference or something.

On Saturday I turn 22.  I decided I need to stop hoping for some great birthday event.  Tucson is probably the last place I would want to spend my birthday, but It is ( Read more... )

This is for several people.  Some who read this, some who don't.  I just need to say it.. or write it somewhere.  I've been thinking about the last 8 years and how much I've changed.  I love who I am now.  I know I'm not perfect all the time, but I'm happy with the person I've become.  I know I make mistakes, but I also know that people have the ( Read more... )

I'm supposed to be asleep, but my mind is racing too much.. just like it has for the past week.  Plus I'm enamored with my Psych professor, so I know I will stay awake in class.  I also have to meet with my personal trainer tomorrow... umm today.. but I have so much frustration, I just think about that when I work out and I do better.  I got over ( Read more... )

Everyday it envelops me more and more.  This feeling I probably haven't felt since I was here the summer after freshmen year.  It's like nobody cares about me, that I'm alone and forgotten.  I figured it was over, since I got over all my "issues" and such.  It feels so much worse now that I know there are better places out there, projects where I ( Read more... )

I'm so overwhelmed.  Today I finally sent my letter of desperation to four people in hopes that one or all of them will want to be my roommate.  Cleveland is so far away and I am supposed to figure out a place to live and find people to live with when I don't know anything about the place.  Oh and make plane reservations even if I am not sure when ( Read more... )