I think I just ate 10 servings worth of chocolate in a 2 day period

I appreciate honesty.  Thats all I want to say for now.

I feel really sad right now, thinking about where i was 4 years ago, wishing I had done things differently.  It was fun looking at old photos and talking about fun times with Amanda and Rebekah.  I never missed high school this much.  I try to tell myself how much I hated it and how much I cried and that I did what was right for me when things ( Read more... )

i'm a huge fan of cuddling with hot guys until 5am.

I'm in SoCal again.  It feels nice to be done with school, for now.  Only one more semester until I'm a real adult.  I'm still in denial and pretending its not happening.  I'm feeling better about the mistakes I've made this semester.  I want to apologize to everyone for how I acted and things I said to them, but I feel that would be awkward and I ( Read more... )

i just want to go home and forget about how badly i've handled this semester.

 all i want to do is pretend last night didnt happen.

i don't know why i use this anymore.  i guess sometimes i like to record my feelings or random thoughts.  Life update:

my hard drive is shot and i am waiting for a new one (thank you dell extended warranty)
no computer access for time being, apparently no working hard drive means no working computer whatsoever)
I'm bringing sexy  club 24 back (club 24 ( Read more... )

best. thanksgiving. ever ( Read more... )

I am leaving in a few hours to go to New York, where i will be until Wednesday (no classes this week yay!).  I am going to be seeing and staying with Jeremy.  I haven't seen him in at least 2 years, so it should be interesting.  I am also seeing my Aunty and Uncle on Tuesday for dinner.  I am going to Mike's house for Thanksgiving.  I am optimistic ( Read more... )