Saw  The Locust last night with Josh as well as Yip Yip and Sleeping People and one other band that I couldn't pay attention to because some drugged out fucker was flailing around the place and had already knocked into me a few times and then kicked me so I was scared I was going to get taken out. But yeah it was awesome. Josh seemed to enjoy it ( Read more... )

 So I am at working, working very hard obviously. I had to dress up today so I'm cold cause I'm not used to skirts and heels. I don't even want to get into details but I have realized this journal is just a place for me to come and either write about my weekend or complain about my mom. And as usual there is more drama with my mama but it's started ( Read more... )

 So on Halloween I dressed up as a naughty school girl (how cliche) cause I wanted to save money and it was a costume I already had. Josh had a mask, a hat and a bottle of tequila, whatever that is and Sean was a vampire and Amanda was a pirate wench, and a cute one at that. Josh and Sean and Amanda and I got drunk at my house, took some pictures ( Read more... )

Why do I always second guess myself?

I hate when everything feels so pointless.

10,000 points if you can tell me what this is a picture from. Hint: It's a movie.

Yesterday I came home from work and hada nice long conversation with my mom in the bathroom, yes the bathroom. She told me she smoked a joint and she was really stoned, I laughed cause I knew she had smoked my weed in that joint but hey at least she was in a good mood I guess. Hung out with Josh, ate dinner, went to Mattie's house and got some ( Read more... )

After giving a girl directions on how to get to our office I went to say goodbye and instead I said "I love you too" because I had just opened an e-mail from my boyfriend and all I saw was I love you. Whoa, so now she's here and I had to explain why I told her I loved her too. Awkward. I'm so embarassed I just want to go home. Fuck. haha.

 So I had the best weekend in a long fucking time ( Read more... )

 So my mom flipped out on me last night and i'm not even sure what I did besides leave work 1 hour early and drank a beer when I got home. She started pushing me around and I pushed her back, she hit me I hit her back. Then she told me I needed to start looking for a new place to live so I tore down a bunch of her pictures and broke one. Then I ( Read more... )

So the Wolf Parade show at the El Rey is sold out. So I bought tickets for the one at the Glass House. I fucking hate ticketmaster though. They charged me $22 in fees. Fucking Dicks.