so school yesterday lasted me lets say i was up at 6 umm then i walked in the door aroudn midnight. yea it was a fucking long day. which made me so not looking forward to today. but. today turned out pretty damn awesome. i had a surprise on my lunch break which SO made my friggen day. she makes me smile. i printed some color prints and they came ( Read more... )

so im in school waiting for prints to come out. uhmm whats new . school? is amazing im so glad i went . its fucking awesome. umm yea i guess thats all really just school evryday. Oh i work at the orpheum? just like tweeter[ same manager] so its pretty awesome. i like life right now. its pretty awesome : ) and so are you! But this whole monday ( Read more... )

last night i had kids over for a fire it was good times. then i watched "Days of Thunder". the movie was good. then i passed out around 4 as usual : )

started school last monday. its fucking crazy fun. everyday is a new rediculous adventure. life is good right now.

i dont know.. : /

this sucks. the work schedule i had planned out for this weekend had me working saterday night and i had planned to go out friday anight and then saterday day then go to work on saterday. but NOPE its not that weekend its the other one which means i have to work santanna tonight[ which will obviously still be awesome but i could do without] and ( Read more... )

i asked you to call. everyday but you never called. then you asked if i wanted you to call and i said" yes" and you said you would and you havent im waiting for that call still . or is this just how its going to be? whatever.

sunday- i had plans but obviously they fell through as i expected. so i drove matt back to school. which was a good way to officialy end the summer i think. we had a lot of plans that didnt happen and planned for fall but now are a toss up and that was a real bummer. and we just never ended up hanging out as much as we thought. but he's my best ( Read more... )

today i got blown off now im making cinnomin rolls by myself .

so tonight i was talking to this person and i opened up for the first time in as far as i can remember. i dropped some walls i had said i was going to keep up. now i dont know if it was good or bad, these things i said but i'm pretty sure it was the right thing. now i just hope i'll never have to regret it. it took alot of fmy chest to just say ( Read more... )

got home from work . sicck concert. umm something/ someone i thought was gone forever is back. i dont know what to do. its wierd and i dont know what to do. and im not gonna go through this huge mess and end up with nothing again. and how am i supposed to step in on something that obviously has roots far too deep to just cut off the tree and it ( Read more... )