hahaa. It's funny how... this is going to be sappy
love never goes away.
I talked. And we worked on our papers, and laughed and I decided that I can't lie to myself. But I'll have to. She'll do, only because I know that I can learn to care for her. But it won't be the same. I will honestly never be the same. But I have to learn to be happy with what I have. Life gives you lemons? Make lemonade. Life gives you a gorgeous and intelligent girl who likes you? Then date her, especially if you have a few feelings for her anyway.
I'm not settling. I'm just realistic now. I only hope that love does prevail someday. Someday when people will understand that I don't fit anyone's stereotypes, and neither does my love. So for now she will do. And plus, she's not settling. I'm not settling.