The sun woke me first. Peeking through the window, diffused through the low hanging clouds outside. I was awake for mere moments before my alarm went off. I rolled out of bed and drowsily dressed to take Logan, my parent's golden retriever, to my aunt's house for watching. I arrived back at my parents house shortly before 9am. I partially woke ( Read more... )

I've broken 300! I weighed myself this noon and the scale read 299! Yaay! I'm only about 15 lbs away from my goal for July 3rd. You see I made a bet between my sister and myself that whomever lost the most weight by July 3rd would get a bottle of wine from the loser. The goals were set at 15 and 25 lbs respectively for Erin and myself. I am halfway ( Read more... )

I've been so unambitious as of late. No matter the task, I just have no energy to care to complete it. My room is a mess, my apartment is just downright dirty, I have many unfinished projects, and I just can't seem to get myself out of bed in the morning/afternoon. Today I had to work at 2pm. I woke up a few times due to the screaming children ( Read more... )

One of these days I'll have life figured out and I can lay down all the facts and be prepared for the future. As of today, that has not happened. I still float along the current currents with hopes that I'll run into something or someone worth while to spend time on ( Read more... )

I have decided not to be depressed anymore. Simple as that. I am now a humbly content individual ( Read more... )

I am so very depressed. I have fought my way here, to my life, beyond the financial aid line, to take back my future that seemed to be going nowhere ( Read more... )

I am so pissed at LCC. They wait until the DaY BEFORE CLASSES to tell me that I have a HOLD on my Fin Aid and I don't qualify for MATH112. which is bullshit. So now I have to appeal my Fin Aid and take placement tests all before the end of next week. BAH! Why couldn't they have told me all this when I first registered over a fucking month ago ( Read more... )

I'm sick of being a convenience to people. Don't go out of your way at all to come and see me. Please.. don't make me feel special at all. Do please make sure that I know that I'm not really anything to you other than a convenience ( Read more... )

For those of you who think it sounds like fun to go on a bike tour and help out, beware that being a site coordinator is not all fun and games. GARR... This weekend has been hell, as has this last week. I have gotten little to no sleep and have had troubled days to match my troubled nights ( Read more... )

Unfortunately, I do not possess that virtue, or at least not when it comes to my private life. I have lost patience with Nate. I'm so sick of never knowing if I can be serious with him. I ask him a straightforward question and he evades it for over a week now. He says he likes to stay mysterious about these types of things. I don't. This is ( Read more... )