best weekend i've ever had.
ever.
fuck, yeah.

im still a little wierd feeling about how that whole thing went down.
not sure if i should have talked to him afterwards ( Read more... )

i feel like im an anchor.

an anchor.
..a fucking anchor.

i feel like im suffocating.
irritating.
askjsdfkkjsdfsdkljfsdfsd.

and you stick with me?
after all the shit i've put you through.
i'm thankful.. but really unsure on why.

yesterday i wrote about how good i thought i was doing and how i started my new job today but i could barely sleep last night and had so much anxiety.. i woke up this morning and got ready.. and then i decided not to go ( Read more... )

i've already felt a change in myself and it feels really good ( Read more... )

i dont want to drink anymore ( Read more... )

life has been throwing me curve balls and im trying to deal with it as best as a can but its hard. i decided i would write it in my lj and get it out since i feel like it would be hard to talk to.. anyone really about it ( Read more... )

the past three months i've had dreams of josh cheating on me ( Read more... )

this past week has been one of the hardest weeks of my whole entire life. emotionally, mentally, physically.. just in every way ( Read more... )

i was at volunteer park in seattle and i saw something shiny on the ground and it was a pile of pennies.. then i looked around the pennies and saw a giant patch of psycidelic mushrooms. then i walked like 3 feet away and found another pile of pennies.. and another patch of magic mushrooms. holy!