I hate everything.

[nerualauren]

So, when I think things start to get better and I come home to a city that is so much more different than California... I realize that no, not everything is better and in fact life really sucks not for only me but for everyone

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[taliaville]

I'm here if you need to talk...

[nerualauren]

Thank you. It's just. I think things are going so well and then BAM I'm back to square one.

But I guess life isn't all that bad, but I just hate the fact that my uncle's in pain. I mean he's 60 years old. SIXTY. That's it.

[taliaville]

I know. Its awful. My uncle died of cancer two years ago- he was only 53, and he left behind 6 kids, the youngest who was only 10 at the time... it sucks when people get sick... they have so much to live for, but no......

[falling__down]

I love you Lauren. You know where I be to reach me ;)

[nerualauren]

I know. I know. <3333

[happytoday2u]

hey, i'm totally open to listening... my dad died when i was twelve after having cancer for 3 years... so i have a slight idea of what youre talking about... so basically im here if you need me
jon