Comments | nesanissie: so...its been awhile

nesanissie

so...its been awhile

Mar 25, 2005 15:28

okay so i know i'm not on like every minute but i've been busy....but any way. its been cool, but anyway i'll been at work and going to meetings and stuff like that. but if you have the earge to see me i work tomarrow in the morning 5am-12pm...and just saying...sarha where were you last week....>:(...but still i love you guys so...see ya...also ( Read more... )

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sober fun? lt_livingston March 31 2005, 19:12:13 UTC

what's so fun about waking up to be at a bagel shop at five in the morning? What are you doing with your life now that you couldn't have done last year? Think about it you QUIT SCHOOL. . . You work for MINIMUM WAGES and you live with your mom and stepdad. . . Why would you give up being on your own for that? I don't see what's so grand about sobriety, especially if it means waking up at five in the morning to a miserable existence of selling some shitty premade frozen fucking bagels. . . IF you won't smoke weed will you smoke tobacco? Even if you don't want to smoke I ask that you at least GO BACK TO SCHOOL and MOVE OUT OF YOUR PARENTS HOUSE already for christ's sake? It pisses me off that you went this way, I thought you wanted to be like your older sister. . .It seems as though you've decided otherwise. You should come to Shisha's with kyle and I some time, they have food if you don't want any smoke. . .
best wishes.

Re: sober fun? nesanissie April 1 2005, 09:40:37 UTC

first of all...i'm happy because i can be...as for moving out i'm doing that next week...as for school i going back next semister...also i got into two other schools that i might go to...if i have the money...but i'm have fun because i'm happy and that i have friend that i hang out with out side...waking up at four in the morning, not five, is not bad...i get to sleep while you guys go to high school...and most of all i don't have to lie and hide...be afraid of anything that could happen if someone finds out my dirty loundry and most of all i'm not emo anymore, you know sad; pissed off...also i'm not a spoiled little kid, i make my dissions and don't bitch when some one asks me for help. also i'm not as selfish and self-centered any more, and i'm get to be happy. when i help people thats what makes me happy and thats why life is good for me. its simple and i like that.

jon

Re: sober fun? lt_livingston April 3 2005, 18:18:00 UTC

have fun at school next "semister" hopefully during your "semester" there you'll learn phonics and basic sentence structure. "But you are have fun because you're happy and that you have friend that you hang out with out side." I don't see how you "get to sleep" when you get up at 4 and I get up at 8. . . I don't have to lie or hide shit John, Kyle and I aren't little bitches. . . we told our parents to fuck off and that we'll smoke what ever the fuck we want. . . as for being emo that had nothing to do with weed that had to do with you being a little bitch. . . I don't know about all of this bitching about helping people, that's probably some weird complex that you developed when you were a little kid, a little fat kid. . . As for being spoiled I earn my keep, it aint my fault I'm better at making money than you. . . You're not "as" selfish and self-centered anymore. What did that have to do with me or weed? "And you are get glad to be happy." John your excuse for your shitty spelling and poor grammar was that you wrote your entries ( ... )

Re: sober fun? nesanissie April 4 2005, 10:48:24 UTC

Well, aren�t you a little piss ant. I sorry you get offended when I tell you that I don't want to smoke pot any more. There was nothing in there that said I didn't like you; furthermore I didn't even mention Kyle. So, why did you bring that out of context? Is that your afraid to say you, as yourself? You want to say I'm a little bitch because I had the compassion to know where I came from, not to mention that even when being "NUMB" of feelings that I still had a family. Nick? What would happen if your mom would through you out...Nick's response, "she wouldn't because I�d beat the dumb bitch."...is that what it would come down to smoking pot or beating your mom? Nick you cant intimidate everyone okay. I can tell you from experience that your posse the one you get high with is your family you chose to take and that why you bring Kyle into the situation because he is your only friend. If weed keeps us away that just proves me right and you know I would rather be wrong. Nick the world is not going to bend over backwards for you so that ( ... )