Too Much To Think About

[ness2784]

There's too much going on right now. I can't even think straight anymore. As you who read this know, my cousin died of a heroin overdose and it's hitting me hard. When I got the phone call, I was hoping that it was a car accident or something, but no. I knew it. You know, he always blamed me for him smoking. And now I blame myself for him using. I

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[pierrezgal]

Vanessa i dont know what to say or what to do anymore. im going insaine i hate having to pretend im ok with this i went to school today just like nothing happened. and i feel like im wrong and i feel so bad because i didnt show my real feelings. u know? i didn't let anyone know. why does this have to hit so hard.