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’Verse: Servants Journals
Characters: Abby, Abby first appears in the Unexpected Visitors.
Prompt: #9 Months
Word Count:2842
Rating: R implied m/s/m
Notes: Amelia used to be Emily, Changing the name of the vamp running the nursery from Emily to Amelia, Will have to go back and change a few fics.
This one is supposed to be more rambling and chatty and not formal refined writing. It’s mostly just for her so she doesn’t feel the need to go back and clean things up. Sorry if it makes it too hard to read.
This one is kind of important to the what little overall plot there is.
On line Journal
For
Abby Stine
Private and/or Friends Only
August 25, 2004
Maggie and Jacob dropped me off at Amelia’s this evening.
Like I told Shine, I get to be here wiping drippy noses and changing diapers for the next few year while Maggie and Jacob (and Richard) get to go play gypsy in their tripped out mobile home.
I know they plan to explore Canada during the long nights. Maggie said she hasn’t been there yet.
Amelia seems nice enough. She’s used to having pregnant women dropped off on her all the time. It’s her job. Her personal servant Cynthia is a midwife and gave me a check up after I had settled in. Says all is well, and I should deliver this little boy early in November.
Is it too soon to start thinking of names?
Right now I have a room to myself. When the baby is born he can be with me while he’s still a baby. If more girls show up I might have to share the room. That’s okay I guess, it’s a big room. Very nice really.
The house has two stories with lots of bedroom upstairs, but only two bathrooms. With pregnant women and children this can be a problem. There is a big back yard for the kids to play in. There are nine other children here right now and three other moms. Though one is leaving soon, her little girl is almost two years old. It’s going to take a few days to remember all their names.
Enough for now. I’ll write more soon.
September 2004
I’ve gotten used to the routine around here. The adults all take turns with the cooking and cleaning and watching or doing lessons or crafts with the kids. Amelia insists that everyone call her Miss Amelia so that the kids start learning proper respect early. And she believes ‘spare the rod spoil the child. If a child misbehaves they get spanked. I wasn’t at this nursery as a child, but I remember getting walloped a few times. It does get the lesson learned quickly if not the easy way.
I don’t know what kind of Mommy I’m going to make. The kids bewilder me sometimes. I amazes me how they can be so sweet to each other sometimes and so rotten at other times. I had no clue what to do when Jenny, three years old, came crying that no one would play with her.
Cynthia said all was well at this months check up. My belly is getting so big, my belly button is almost gone.
October 31, 2004
Tonight is Halloween. We dressed up six kids as pirates and took them door-to-door for a few blocks for treats. (The other three are still to young.) It was a lot of fun. Amelia said each child could keep their candy, but that they could only have some once a day.
It’s funny, that all the vamps that I’ve met all take the night off on Halloween.
I’m having a stare-out with a mini Snickers bar. I’ve had enough already, and I don’t need any more. So tell that candy bar to stop calling my name!
I’ve been getting those darn false labor pains more often. And I have to run to the bathroom ever ten minutes, (or at least it feels that often) Two more weeks. I want to sleep on my stomach again. And for some reason I want sushi….
Names: Jerold, or Kris, or Gordon?
November 5, 2004
I’m so ready for the baby to be born.
Jenny had a fourth birthday. She’s so cute. I think she’s chosen me to be her adopted mommy while I’m here. She likes to talk to Terry in my tummy, she reads him story. Terry had the hick-ups the other day. All the kids wanted to put their hands on my tummy to feel it. They thought it was so funny.
Since Cynthia is a midwife I will have the baby here. They have a room at the back of the house just for birthing. And the hospital is only five minutes away if there is any problem.
November 14, 2004
I’m a Mother. Tyron Johnson was born yesterday at home at 1:38. 8lb 25inches. I was in labor for about 10 hours. Everything went fine, I’m told. While I’m totally in love with Tyron, I don’t want to do that again anytime soon. I think I need another Ice pack.
November 16, 2004
So when do I get to sleep again? Oh yeah, I remember, I don’t! Tyron likes to eat every four hours.
I got flowers from Maggie. They were in Washington, (the state) looking into some investments and taking in the sights and as she put it sampling the locals.
She’s doing without a servant while I’m at Amelia’s. She says she done without one for longer than we have been around. Unlike in fiction, just because she is very old doesn’t mean that she needs less blood. But she does have enough control to keep a human alive longer than usual, so maybe she won’t have too many more victims than if I was there. It’s that hard conflict that each of us servants has to figure out for ourselves, how can we keep serving someone who kills people regularly and without regret? Aside from not really being giving a choice, we can’t save everyone, but maybe the few that we do save makes a difference.
Shine and Kat? also sent me flowers. Man those two make a hot couple. They asked if I’d like them to come and visit me next month. I said I’d love it. The kids and other women are nice, but I’d love some other company. They are going to come take me out to dinner for Christmas.
December 27, 2004
Call me a cow. I’ve gone from feeding a vampire to feeding a baby. In the beginning I can’t say which hurt more. The first week of feeding Tyrone was fine, but then I got cracked nipples. Ouch, Ouch, Ouch. Cynthia says it’s not uncommon and I just have to keep going until the nipples get tougher. They’ve healed now and it doesn’t hurt at all. I can express a bottle or two and keep it in the freezer for when I’m not going to be here, like last night when Shine and Kat took me out for a post Christmas dinner. It was so was so nice. No kids, no plastic cups, grown up conversation. They promised to do it again next month.
January 2005
SuperBowl Sunday:
I don’t do football, Shine came up and took me and Tyron out for the day. (Kat had to work and couldn’t make it.) We went to a movie and lunch before he had to leave.
Maggie is in Canada. Her e-mails are fun and she sent a picture of Jacob wearing a Mounty’s hat. They are heading up to Alaska. Brrr Cold. But they do like the long nights, and are planning to see the Northern Lights.
February 2005
Everything is same old, same old. Now that the holidays are over, it’s all just routine until spring. Cold and snow outside, noisy kids inside. Tyron is growing fast, and he will sleep through the night now! Yay for that.
March 2005
Maggie and Jacob got some digital video of the northern lights and sent them e-mail. I’m so jealous.
Shine and Kat are coming to visit this weekend.
April 2005
There are now only six children in the nursery. We sent the three six year olds off to Red Creek today. It seems much quieter, but I know it’s not going to last long. We had two more expectant girls arrive in the last week, and one of them was my best friend from school. Anna-Lisa is due in another month. We talked all night catching up.
OO I was naughty. Shine and Kat came and whisked me away for an evening again this month. I kissed Shine and Kat both. I’d come out of the bathroom and caught Kat kissing Shine. It was hot enough to make your toes curl just watching, they look so good together. Kat is tall thin with long black hair and Shine is thin with white hair. Both are nicely muscled and have pretty faces. I quipped something like “O’ I’d like some of that, have any to spare?” just sort of joking. Well Shine just smiled and said “Sure.” And took me in his arms and kissed me. It’s been a while since I’ve been kissed and mmmm that boy knows what he’s doing, I did feel my toes curl. Then Kat said “That looked good, could I try?” Well of course. Mmmm
I needed a cold shower that night.
May 2005
April showers brought May flowers. Lots of them. It’s color everywhere around here.
Maggie sent another postcard. They enjoyed Alaska, but they didn’t like the cold. They’re making their way back to the States now. I did say they were taking their time, right?
Maggie expected to take at least two years before settling down again. This has to do with me being at Amelia’s. I know that part of what she’s doing on this tour is looking for where she wants to make a new home. She’s also going to be making a new identity. She won’t be Maggie Jones when I see her next. She will be Margaret Gabriel.
June 2005
Hmm how to say this delicately? There is no way, so here it is. I think I’m going to get to have a threesome with Shine and Kat.
We’d been drinking wine and somehow the subject came up. I told them how well they kissed and how much I like watching them. Must have been the wine, I found myself telling them that one of my secret fantasies was two guys at one time. The subject of anal sex came up briefly, and I admitted that I was a bit curious.
We all had apparently had enough wine to loosen our mouths, but not enough to cloud good judgment. We didn’t do anything that night except some really hot goodnight kisses.
The next day I got an e-mail from Shine saying that they had talked it over and would be very happy to experiment with me. From the tone of his note he sounded rather eager. He did say he wanted me to be sure that it had not been the wine talking and if I really didn’t want to try it then that’s okay too.
I e-mailed him back and told him thanks for the consideration. I have been thinking about it. I’ve been thinking about it back from when I first stayed at Joseph’s house last August. And yes I am still interested.
He sent me some web sites to check out. Rather clinical pages on anal sex and safe sex and such. It was clear that he/we needed to set the rules before heading to a bedroom.
July 2005
We have a house full of babies! Tyron is still the cutest! (I’m his mom, so I’m allowed to be biased about him.)
I feel smug as a cat with the cream.
Or am I a cat with the cream of two toms. Shine and Kat arranged to come up for the whole weekend and got a hotel room instead of making the drive back to Shine’s master’s house. Tyron is old enough to have formula now so I didn’t have to worry about him going hungry. Anna-Lisa was willing to look after him for me so I could spend the night away. That is as long as I gave her all the juicy details after.
I’ll just say here that it was a lot of fun. Sweet man that Kat is knew how to make a nearly painless. It took some time but by the time he was done I was screaming for more just as wantonly as any cat in heat. I thought we’d be done for the night, but those handsome boys are still young. After an hour or so they were ready to go again. That time we put Shine in the middle. I think I’ll stop here, if you want details of a three-way go rent a porn film. Anyway they promised me that next time they’ll put me in the middle. <>> And I thought having to stay at Amelia’s for two years was gong to be dull.
September 2005
Tyron’s growing so fast. He’s very close to walking.
Maggie and Jacob are thinking about going to Mexico. I think she’s fowling up on more investments down there. I hope she doesn’t want to move there.
Kat and Shine have made this a wonderful summer. One of the ‘rules” we discussed before going to bed together was the use of condoms. We pretty much decided that they weren’t going to be needed for vaginal penetration. (Doesn’t that sound clinical?) But would be a must for any other… I’m still breast feeding so I can’t’ get pregnant again yet. (November. Note added: Knock yourself on the head for being an idiot.)
October. 2005
Tyron is toddling at 11 months! Little Jenny loves to take him by the hands and lead him around. I think she thinks of him as a little brother. I’ll be needed here to help with Halloween. But Shine and Kat are coming up the week before. They’ve already reserved a room at the motel. :)
Wow I’ve been here over a year now. Half-way through. It’s going to be hard leaving Tyron here and going back to work, but I know that Anna-Lisa and the other friends I’ve made here will take good care of him. They’re talking about putting in a web cam so I’ll be able to see him and talk to him after I go.
But I’m also starting to look forward to having some time to my self again. Seems every minute here is devoted to the children or the house or something. Is it bad of me that I might be happy to leave? I’ve really enjoyed the time with Shine and Kat; it was much needed for my sanity sometimes I think.
(Don’t mind much what I say here, I tend to ramble my thoughts. Getting them out usually helps me put them in perspective.)
November 2005
Tyron’s First Birthday.
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Now that he is a year old it’s time to wean him off the tit. At least Maggie only feeds from me once a week or so. I mentioned before how I feel like a cow sometimes right?
Maybe I need to go talk to Cynthia. My periods came back a few months ago, but they’ve stopped again. Is that normal after a baby?
December 1 2005
I finally talked to Cynthia and she gave me a check up….
Well, can we say that you can’t get pregnant when your breast feeding is a myth?
Yup I’m already 6 weeks….
I have to tell Maggie.
Then I have to tell Shine… Or should I tell Shine first. I’m positive it’s his… why? Well Kat is sweet but he really isn’t in to girls as much as guys. He’s always managed to be behind me. (Is one behind much like another? Smack yourself Abby that wasn’t nice, you know he likes you. He likes playing with your breast well enough.)
December 5, 2005
I got up the nerve and called Maggie on the phone. I thought she might be mad. Instead she laughed and sympathized and assured me that everything works out like it should and she’d learned a long time ago to roll with the tide.
To make me feel better she told me a story about the servant girl she had named Sara in the 1700’s. The poor thing got preggers the very first time she had sex. Maggie said she seemed to have all the luck of getting the fertile ones.
So it seems I’m going to be here for another two years…. I don’t know if I’m happy about that or not. At least I’ll have gotten my child baring duty done early. Two is what our masters need from us just to keep the race even. Some of the girls have a hard time with just having two. We can have such a difficult time getting pregnant. A third or fourth child is rare, but maybe I’ll be one of the lucky (lucky?) ones.
I think I’ll wait to tell Shine he’s going to be a daddy in June for a Christmas present.
(He’s supposed to be fathering children too. I know that he was kind of worried about it since he’s with Kat and all) I do know for sure that he will be absolutely delighted.