its late

May 24, 2004 23:53

well, its not THAT late yet. but its gonna be a long nite for me. me and my aunt are going up to jalama, this beach campground that the family always goes to. we have to reserve the spots for this weekend so that were guaranteed a place to rest ourselves! oh man, its gonna be so awesome. my cousins from oregon are also gonna be down for another ( Read more... )

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magandarose May 25 2004, 19:23:09 UTC
hey vanessa,

i hope everything gets better and works out for you. i've also struggling with a lot of stuff lately. =( i hate it when i feel like i have no control whatsoever over my life.. and i just feel like school is such a HUGE part of my life that i can't control. feeling helpless just SUCKS. knowing that i choose things like sleep and fun over sleeping makes it worse cuz it's my fault. =(

but yeah, if you ever need to talk, i'm here for you. for serioussss =D

okay, onto happier things: you're getting a bathing suit MADE??? let me know about it!! i've wanted to have one made in FOREVER because my body is so awkwardly shaped and stuff, and it's sooo hard to find a great suit. i only have 2 that i could say fit me well.

ill see you tomorrow =)

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magandarose May 25 2004, 22:42:06 UTC
i'm such a DORK for having grammar errors. first of all.. "i've also BEEN struggling..."
2nd: "i choose things like sleep and fun over STUDYING..."

3rd: the fact that i'm actually listing these things out and explaining myself makes me an even BIGGER dork!

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nessa_83 May 25 2004, 23:44:10 UTC
oh man! i didnt even notice those, i knew what you meant. HAHAA...youre so funny Rose. Im gonna miss not working with you in the lab this summer!
Hey, we should get together and study for finals. like being diligent and studying not sleeping and procrastinating. <--- im kidding bout the sleeping part cuz of your post. lol, but seriously, maybe part of the reason im not doing as well as i can in the classes is cuz i dont have my other friends to study with and keep me motivated. i feel like a total loner. HAHAHA, its true tho. i just come and go to class. so if its cool with you, im offering myself as as study-buddy for you (and all your other friends cuz im sure you guys most likely all get together. i can bring some snack food! ;p). ill see you in class tomorrow!!

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hmmmmm... mr_m0uz May 25 2004, 23:33:55 UTC
fake 'n bake...wh0 me?!?!!...n00000000!! haha!! it's g0nna be all natural and if any0ne can pull 0ff d0ing well in sch00l s0 far it w0uld be y0u...i kn0w i'm the cause 0f y0u feeling "sorry if my thoughts are all scrambled. im listening to music, am tired and drained from alot of things going on. only those like closest to me really know, but im kinda struggling right now. no i AM struggling right now. lots of conflicting emotions with stuff" its ultra hard f0r me t00 b/c its all my fault and maybe n0w y0u see why i had t0 ap0l0gize and ask f0r y0ur f0rgiveness...I'M S0RRY x 7!! i'm talking t0 y0u right n0w 0n AIM...0ne sec...bef0re i c0nclude...k y0u just signed 0ff...s0000...yeah....ummm....its just h0w it is f0r a little bit till the em0ti0ns settle...and i kn0w its the right way t0 g0 ab0ut it...b/c G0d sp0ke t0 me n y0ur heart t00!! and thats the way it needs t0 g0 t0 be right, which in turn will bring us b0th t0 the p0int He wants us at...and guide us t0wards His future f0r 0ur lives...like i said...sacrifice n0w...seek rewards ( ... )

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