oh dear

[nessa_nicky]

I just dropped theory. Why? Why did I do it? I'm relieved and at the same time panic stricken! It's not like I can't take it next year, but my parents are not going to be too pleased with my decision. I talked with my prof. already, he knows

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[phytopheryx]

Please don't feel like you've let yourself down after you made a decision you felt you needed to make. Maybe it is a defeat and maybe your folks will be mad, but you did something for yourself and that's what's important. When you stay true to yourself it will always come full circle back to you, even if it seems difficult at first.

[nessa_nicky]

thank you for the encouragement. Can I ask you a question? Do we know eachother or did you just add me for the heck of it? I don't mean to sound rude, either one is fine, but I've been kind of wondering about that. By the way, I still haven't touched my coffee thanks to you!

[phytopheryx]

Yeah, I just sort of randomly check out journals and add people to my friends list. Typically I stick within the Albuquerque area because usually I relate to these people best, plus there's always the slim chance of making new real-life friends.

I am definitely well-experienced in getting down on myself, so I don't like to see it when other people do it. The truth is we are all beautiful and we should all stay true to ourselves all the time, but we wrestle with the demons and enemies within us, so I'm just trying to making sure the fires of self-discovery and self-awareness keep burning. :)