He saw me ( Read more... )

Riding the white line
The thought crossed my mind
Drop my hands to my sides
...and fly
A tear in my eye
Nothing to do but cry
As I realize
The long to die
....why?
I want to try
To LIVE this life
But one without strife
...is a lie.Get through tonight ( Read more... )

NO, I do not have an abusive boyfriend...I don't even have a boyfriend.
NO, I did not spend an extensive weekend learning how to play the trumpet.

HOW IT HAPPENS...at least how it happened for me:A feeling in the pit of your stomach. Something about the situation isn't right ( Read more... )

At most, life's current status is shit.
I'm counting on The Big Guy to pull me through or pull me out.I'd say I'm hoping on the latter, but that's just too much negativity which reiterating would not assist in making anything any less complicated or stressful ( Read more... )

In reading other entries in this journal; and knowing my life now, it's impossible not to see how much my life has changed. Everything seems to be in a never ending state of change. It seems the only thing somewhat of a constant in my life is my consistent disappointment with myself. I'm continously catching myself looking back in confusion, ( Read more... )

I love you KK....you forgot to say that one...KK. I don't care if JC doesn't call you that anymore, I loved it and I loved calling you that right along with him ( Read more... )

noooo....
I typed a long entry about an incorrect 3 theory and cesar but....it died....damn.
Will attempt later when I have more of a desire.
Peace.

Jill(my roomate) said, "They always come in threes. You'll see."I didn't believe her, but the second one came around and it slowly started to become more believeable ( Read more... )

Dear your name here....I write this knowing you'll never read it but simply for my own satisfaction ( Read more... )

You find a life that could possibly suit you better ( Read more... )