Which is silly to say, since I shouldn't have expected you to be. It's not fair to be disappointed when I was the one who had all of these expectations and there was no reason for me to. I built up this fantasy of you in my mind, but that's not who you really are and it was silly of me to think you'd be anything like that. And here I am, ( Read more... )

( Apparently this is what I write at 2am )

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1) I don't have as much confidence as I thought I did ( Read more... )

Things to do today:

1) LAUNDRY. I am down to my last pair of clean underwear. Which I wore today. And with that, I have become entirely too comfortable airing my dirty laundry *rimshot* on the Internet. I'm sorry. Puns aren't punny funny. I lied. I think they're hilarious.
2) Research paper. This should probably be done before laundry. And ideally I' ( Read more... )

Things I should be doing in class right now:

1) Paying attention 
2) Working on my paper that is due tonight
3) Doing some research for either of my research projects
4) Applying for jobs

Things I should NOT be doing in class right now:

1) Tracking the Red Sox-Twins game online
2) Contemplating playing robot unicorn attack
3) PLAYING Robot Unicorn Attack ( ( Read more... )

 Six word story of the day: #1 - "Girl meets boy, discovers unrequited love ( Read more... )

I'm feeling so disconnected these days. Maybe it's all in my head. Maybe it's because my period is coming soon and I'm overly sensitive at the moment. Or maybe there's something there...a block between me and my best friends for the past four years. It's like all of a sudden they don't care to tell me things or to hear the things I have to say. ( Read more... )

My graduation invitations arrived today. There it was, this innocuous little box sitting at my door when I got back this afternoon. It's a dangerous box because it threatens this bubble that I've built around myself in which graduation/the future isn't imminent. I've ignored it so far because if I acknowledge it, it makes it real. Not that it's any ( Read more... )

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in ( Read more... )