i hate waiting. even when it's for a near-guaranteed-by-now rejection.

que cabrones!

3 weeks tomorrow until my recital. ack.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ugh.

i just went to the gym for the first time since the end of november!

i feel fabulous!!

(AND all the summer weight is GONE!! wheeeeeeeeeeee)

note to self: when feeling like crap, go running and THEN debate the situation.
note to self #2: don't fall off the exercise wagon this time.

Take the quiz: "What Kind Of Weapon Are you?"

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i just realized i haven't updated in forever ( Read more... )

according to yahoo weather, it is currently colder in toronto than it is in antarctica.

makes you wonder a little bit about the sanity of canadians, doesn't it.

oh, and by the way: in spain, it's +17C. i'm crying.

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this is something i found on a randomsite off metafilter. it sums up a lot of my opinions very well, and many ideas i've had about the whole concept of being. i hope it makes you think. enjoy ( Read more... )

happy new year!

i was putting off this post until i came up with a new year's resolution, but i still haven't come up with a good one other than my usual standards that i never actually keep (exercising regularly, practicing more, etc).

maybe i should try to be less of a pushover. that would be cool.

alas also impossible...

hmm. to be continued

merry slightly belated christmas to everyone ( Read more... )