man yesterday was fucking incredible... i wanted to sneak out so i made a decoy dummy man this thing was perfect from head to toe.. when i put it on my bed it looked just like a real person it cas so cool... so at around 6:30 i started telling my dad that i was extremly tired because i hadnt slept since tuesday and that i was going to bed so i ( Read more... )

well today should be intresting its my dad b-day hope that its a cool day... maybe he will be in a good mood and take of sentence.. doubt it will happen... i bought him a card heh its pretty funny.. well i havent slept in 24 hours.. im hoping to sleep tonight i bet i will since my body is probably going to want its rest... stupid body and not ( Read more... )

man oh man oh man... well sunday was pretty much how all the days have been since ive been grounded i layed around the house chillin watched t.v played video games pretty much a lazy day... so my "insomnia" is getting worse...for the past 2 weeks ive been going to sleep at like 3:30 ro 4:30 am it really sucks its driving me mad im considering on ( Read more... )

one of the worst things that someone can do to me is lie, i hate being lied to especialy over dumb shit...let me tell you im not a fucking dumbass!!! today i learned why my friends in iowa are so special to me i dont think anyone can replace the good times that i had with them... i understand that i can be an asshole and im man enough to admit it ( Read more... )

didnt kill myself this week but there is still 3 weeks to go.. ok so today has been the best day so far since ive been grounded... at like 12:30 i hear a loud knock on my window so i walk over to see who it was and to my suprise it was mariano... so he comes in my house and we chill for a little bit then we go to publix and "buy" some beer... we go ( Read more... )

please someone save me im going fucking mad and i have only been grounded for 3 days and its not even the weeken yet.... i dont think i can take this anymore.... im going to go even loonier when summer starts... i know i said that i wasnt going to smoke for a while but its really coming in need right about now.... im so bored my typical day is go ( Read more... )

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Monday: i really dont think i did anything monday.... i can't remember doing anything on monday except the normal thing of going to school im trying to think of what i did on monday but i cant think of anything..this is really fucked up man i think i should go to a doctor normal people should remember past 2 fucking day!! im kinda fraked out man ( Read more... )

Friday: wow what a fucked up day.... did stuff that i never thought i would do.. Adam and Mariano feel me on this.. Mariano and i were going to end up shrooming but it got fucked up... W/e everything turns out for the best.. we ended up at squids were there was like 12 people... we all smoked in squids room...omfg you can imagine what his room was ( Read more... )