It's been a long day...

[netrasauce]

I am I being ignored or is it just me? I feel so like shit. I hate it when the closest person to me hurts me so deep. I love my art work and i work hard on it, I put everything into it and I am NOT scary, I am NOT messed up and my art work is NOT gross. Everything is falling apart and i don't know how to put it back together. The answers to my

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Duchess of Ralphy

[clemenceau]

I have to disagree: moist, liquid, and loins are excellent words.

"She couldn't keep her loins from tinglin'."

i don't know what to do!

[anonymous]

hey beautiful the closes person to you is not trying to hurt you im just confused and i don't know what im feeling it's like one moment i feel connected to you then the next moment i feel really distant and i can't figure out why but things are falling apart and i want to talk to you about it but i wouldn't know what to say. it's hard for me to talk to you about things like this because it hurts me and i know it hurts you and i can't stand to see you unhappy. you said you feel like you don't know me anymore well that's how im starting to feel about you and it has alot to do with the fact that when i try to talk to you i always end up talking about something else because im afraid your going to get all defensive or take something the wrong way. i don't want to screw things up but i don't know what to do things shouldn't be this hard it should be easy to work this out but for some reason it's not and we keep drifting farther away from each other and it seems like there is nothing around us that we can use as a foundation to hold us in

[anonymous]

i feel so alone! i feel like an ass and i feel like im a complete fucking moron for what i have done but i think things will be better off this way in the long i didn't want to feel different but i did and i couldn't change that and it makes me angry. i feel so choked up but what can i do it would have made things worse if i didn't choose to do what i had to do. i couldn't bare to see her unhappy and thats what i felt i was doing to her i tried to change back i tried to make things better but i couldn't and it makes me feel like shit. errr... i didn't wan't to just leave her out on a limb not knowing what going on and how i felt. i still love her but just in a different way i miss her and i can't stand it but there is nothing i can do i want her back but this has happened before and it doesn't work out so what can i do i guess nothing life sucks and then you die and there's nothin you can do about it thats just the way things go i guess life is full of good and bad experiences and you learn and grow from them but i wish i never had