"I must be emo."

[neur0vanity]

A reaction to a reaction to my previous post. WARNING: I get defensive as hell in this video. That doesn't mean I don't mean what I've said; it just means that maybe if I hadn't been speaking off-the-cuff, I would have practiced more restraint.

This would have been posted sooner, but 1) YouTube takes forever to upload and 2) I fell asleep.

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[sororcula]

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[orlisheart]

I've always admired how willing you are to talk about such personal things in your life. You have always been open with us.

[paranoid_woman]

You said "Keep it real." That is such a good advice. Not only it's less stress, but it also makes you feel better about what you're doing. Things and people are never perfect, and that's exactly what makes them amazing.

I don't have the same problems you do, but I do understand you. And I know how you felt about not wanting to come back to LJ, even if it's not for the same reasons. Sometimes, when I don't have nothing to post or I feel like I don't know what the hell I'm doing with a journal (because I've never been into them in my life), I feel like I'm getting obsessed and I hate it. I just want to erase my journal. But for some reason, then everything comes back to normal and I don't. :)

Anyway, what I mean is that I really appreciate that you're real and that you let us really get to know you. I really like your videos and how brave you are to tell so many things to people who know you so little (for example, me, hehe).

And by the way, I like your singing! I'm not covering my ears when I click "play," LOL!