SLC. Is. Slowly. Taking. My. Soul. I have to work at 7 instead of 8 tonight. Score ten points me...wait I mean SLC not me.

I try to do good things and they turn out wrong. And I have to wait another freaking month... I just wanted it to be something to brighten this week...

I want something real. I don't want fucking pretentious bullshit. I don't want to make others happy. I want that. I want everything to be fucking normal. I want to rip my hair out and I want you to fucking know I want to rip your hair out too. And I hope it's painful. I want to float away on a wave of discordant music and never see this place again ( Read more... )

Stabbing backwards. The phrase that is running through my mind on repeat. Why? Don't ask me. Ask someone who knows ( Read more... )

I cannot concentrate and I have a paper to write, to post for World Politics, an IS 44 assignment, and a job search to do. And the dumbass upstairs who works at WAL-MART is making noise...the first time in days. And to top everything off...I miss Alicia and wish she was hone and not at icky Walgreens. I loves my turtle wifey.

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I get bored with quotes. I think they are overrated unless they can be explained to fit the moment. I don't know I guess I get tired of the similarity in them all. Where are all the good downtrodden quotes?

She slipped away. And now all I hear are voices from left and right. They all scream in disharmony, "FUCK ME NOW! FUUUUUUUCK MEEEEEEE!" My ears cannot take this bludgeoning anymore. But what is one supposed to do when they are the most clamored for whore. I don't want this title anymore. I want to be free. Free from the disapproving glares ( Read more... )

Seriously I thought I had at least $400 in savings. What the hell has my mom been using it on to lower the account to $199! Dude and I was planning on using some of it to help pay for shit...well I guess I don't have to eat for a while. One redeeming fact of the day: I get to go to a show tonight with Alicia and we'll see Maggie and Nikki there ( Read more... )

The internet is no fun anymore. How did I use to waste so many hours and days on it? Oh well I should be back to homework and getting ready for shift two at SLC today. Hell yeah! First 8-12pm and now 4-9pm! But at least I got Tuesday off to go see the Elected with my lovely Alicia.