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Then there was guilt. The guilt of the difference. It hurt me more and more. And there there was relief. Then there was shame. And hurt. And then confusion. I get signs from everywhere. Why is it fighting for survival if it is the right one? All this in 5 minutes.
One side opens your eyes. Once turned around, it spreads darkness. THAT is revolution of the mind. I need to be glad.
A network cable is unplugged.
I am grateful, happy, and well. And then I am lonely. Alone, I am in doubt. I hear of everything, and there is so much new information bearing life. It becomes a burden. Yet it is so soothing, so gentle. And I wake up smiling. The sun shines from above like life pouring down on me. I take a deep breath, and the run starts. Bang. First, a slow jogging. Steady steps, filled with energy and determination. A smirk and a plan. Then comes the first obstacle. Easily taken care of. Calm, determinated. Think it over. The next one comes. Think more, and make the right choice.
Do you feel like you have responsability in everything? This is kind of disturbing. As much as it can't be changed by one man, there always seems to be one pushing. Why is it him? Or her? Or these two over there? Couldn't it be him, or her instead? Who chose? God? Nature? Me? Perhaps it is you? Anyways... God changed mankind, wether he exists or not. Hahaha!
Troubling. Remember the censor. And the music.
Can you beleive the servers at search engines like google? All those searches must use serious processor time. Funny. It is quite impressive technology.
Another thing we take for granted.