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[neuronal]

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[anonymous]

I'm just waiting for my death. I'm getting tired of living in this world..for now. So I don't go out there and try to attempt suicide. I have this wishful thinking that maybe I will find an answer why it is so wonderful to live.If only I can transfer my life to others who want to live longer, I will do it without a second thought. Of course, as long as it is for a very good reason like living for their love ones.But oh well all those nice people don't live loooonger. D

[neuronal]

You know, every single day I wake up and spend around 10 minutes just staring at the ceiling, wondering what I'm going to do with myself or why I even woke up. If I had one wish, I would wish I could give my life to someone who actually wants to live. Someone who wants to but can't because of circumstances ie. cancer, disabilities, etc. When my dad was sick, I prayed everyday for someone to grant that wish (even though I'm not religious lol) because I knew how much my dad wanted to live. It hurt a lot, knowing that even though my father was going through such a tough time, my thoughts still wandered to things like, "Why am I still alive?", "Another monotonous day ...", etc. It made me (and still does) sick, thinking that I couldn't let go of how selfish I was and concentrate on my father who was dying.

One thing I really hate about myself is that I'm a huge hypocrite. I hate people who think suicide's the only answer, when I thought that way too. I've tried committing suicide when I was younger. I tried several times in fact. They

[anonymous]

Oh that thing also apply to some people I know. I want to be general as possible but oh well I think I failed to do that haha

I guess she is doing fine now *hopefully*
We don't communicate at all.

[anonymous]

I'm a whiny bitch who really doesn't care about school or anything, but is so afraid of failure that I still go to school and make a reasonable effort.

I hate drama, though I love being part of a mob.

I wish people could see how awesome I am. I'm not the loser people used to know me as. This is the reason why I never wanted to move back to this town, as well as a few other reasons.

I do not, DO NOT, want my brother to come home from the province he's in. He and his fiance can STAY there, life is easier to deal with that way.

I think about running away often, but there's absolutely no place to run away to.

I love you even though you're lazy and your life is filled with DRAMAZ. <3 <3 <3

[neuronal]

I hate the drama too, but I kinda revel in it D:

AND I'M SURE YOU'RE AWESOME! MAKE THEM ALL SEE THE TRUTH D8<

I'd run away too, if I didn't have so much responsibilities and if I could find a cheap place to stay in XD;

♥

[anonymous]

sorry for butting in....

But I think the reason why they don't see you "awesome" because they can feel that you want them to consider you "awesome". But again I may be wrong about that so don't kill me plz. haha *gets killed*

Seriously, since you have to move back there, SHOW THEM HOW AWESOME YOU ARE NOW. The you that they failed to see in the past.

If you seriously want to run away, SAVE MONEY & PLAN AHEAD. Running away doesn't mean you have to be a freeloader anyway.

[anonymous]

I know I annoy my friends a lot, but I can't help it. It makes me feel stupid and unwanted.

[neuronal]

D: Have you tried talking to your friends about it?

[anonymous]

I hate my family.

[neuronal]

I used to say that too, until I lost my own. Sometimes, you fail to see the importance of some things until they've gone.

Don't take this the wrong way kay? XD; I'm not saying you should "HOMGOG. LOVE LOVE LOVE!". Just don't close all the possibilities :)

[anonymous]

People just only see the side of me being the perky and cheerful one. They don't take me seriously - and sometimes just play jokes around the things I say, eventhough I'm darn serious already. I'm logical and since that, people dislikes me having this science-y vibe I have. They misinterpret it as being knowing-it-all, even I'm being polite and courteous in saying my ideas. So, I have two sides in my personality - and only few people see the real me.

I don't know if I'm now going to be true to myself. I don't know anymore who can I trust.

[neuronal]

I really hope those people stop being insensitive and see who you really are. It sucks how people have this tendency to only acknowledge what they like in a person, or else they won't think of it seriously and stuff :(

I think 'masks' are ok to make, but don't ever forget who you really are. Trusting is really very hard ... but we have to or else we'll be paranoid XD; ♥