Here is a piece that I wrote sometime within the past two months ( Read more... )

Here is a piece that I wrote sometime within the past two months ( Read more... )

I guess that I have some promises to keep that I don't quite remember making...
those of you who believe you know of what I refer to, you don't. So don't respond.

anyhoo, I have considered work with a local dollar store chain here in Phoenix...
I love thrift shopping.

that really is all for now...

love to all...

-c.M.

Here is a big hello to every single person who has placed nothing but misery and anguish into my life...

I've let go...
But I have not forgotten...

there is a difference...

that's all for now...

-c.M.

the relationship b/t my mother and I has slowly improved...
I think mainly b/c I realized a few things in regards to the person she is now opposed to the past...

still....

all is well in my life for the time being...

love to all...

here I am...

abscence- unnoticed
job- somewhat

any significant changes- little

hope- none
laughter- some

regret- constantly

I'm spinning uncontrollably...

liquid flows through my veins, though it feels like ammonia.

systematic depletion...

restitution for the pain...

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Tomorrow is my first day of counseling ( Read more... )

Went to see Rob Zombie's film debut, House of 1000 Corpses...

it was radical in its intent, and was all-in-all a decent film...
no disappointments or complaints here :)

I am burning some CD's, so I shall depart for now...

[love for all]

-c.M.

Collapse:

Fluidity
Conception
Now formed

Existence beckoned
Neural setback
A death without an offense

One brief dream
Less than one moment
To feel, to see

This lifeless remnant
Will stare
Into you
You will collapse

the sadness the failure of the nervous system leaves...

you are and never were...

2003- c.M.