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Jul 18, 2004 14:53

Speaking to an individual whom you love tremendously
Absorbing the spiritual discussion
Lack of faith forbids perception?
Comprehension is an occurrence of free will.
Even through the astute terminology,
Suicidal thoughts penetrated my psyche.

Lengthy, deep slashes following up from the bloodied wrist,
Descended to the floor in a futile mass
Blood copiously draining from the broken veins
Of a hurting, ruined, insignificant me.
As consciousness diminishes rapidly,
A pool of crimson pain saturates through.

The last words she says before death is no longer
A wish, but a reality...
"I love you." [Triggering]

On the verge of taking my own life as a deeper understanding of the valueless nature of humanity sinks even further into my essence.

X-posted in journal and inthecut_
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