To be able to trust someone enough to allow them to "own" you is a difficult process. It is being able to trust him/her to make descisions that are in your best interest; allowing them to be strong in an area that you are weak. In turn, you are there for them and help them in every way you are able. It is not a one way street the way a lot of people think. By the way; it is good to hear from you Laurie! I miss talking to you (well, posting to you anyway :P")
i wish there were helpful words i could say to you... this may come out as blunt and uncarring.. but it's not that way at all...
i worry for you.. because no one will ever be able to hurt you as bad as you are hurting yourself right now.. i hope that you will be able to accept your achievements no matter how small .. no matter how large!
this is something i've done to myself for years! i would never believe anyone if they told me how beautiful i was or how great i was doing.. it's because i didn't believe it myself.. it's a long,slow, process ... but little by little you will start changing (if you truely desire that change).. but take it slow.. and i'm always here if you need/want to talk..
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i worry for you.. because no one will ever be able to hurt you as bad as you are hurting yourself right now.. i hope that you will be able to accept your achievements no matter how small .. no matter how large!
this is something i've done to myself for years! i would never believe anyone if they told me how beautiful i was or how great i was doing.. it's because i didn't believe it myself.. it's a long,slow, process ... but little by little you will start changing (if you truely desire that change).. but take it slow.. and i'm always here if you need/want to talk..
aim = kharma creature
you are loved darling~
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Thank you so much. You always make me feel better, doll. :3
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