I had a horrible dream. Possible triggers.
I think it goes back to when I was molested. I don't remember being molested but I know it happened. I think the dream had to do with the helpless feelings that a child has, the feeling of being out of control. And I know that I never told anyone. I don't know why. Why would I not tell someone that I was hurt. I have amazing parents, they were always open and caring; I had no reason to keep it to myself. I knew that if someone was bad to me I should tell. I think I must have been threatened. I wish I could see my old thearapist and be hypnotised so I could finish the dream. I wish I could remember. As much as it would hurt, I wish I knew what happened to me that changed my whole life. If you want to read the part of the dream I could get into words it is at
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