It seems like everyone is just sort of down on their luck and thoughts lately and that makes me totally sad but know that I heart you always and forever and I'm always here if you need something and I hope your Grandpa is okay and I hope that your lost friendships get rekindled someday.
Everything Josie said, I had planned to say. I'll pray for your grandpa, and I hope he is goin to get better real fast. And that even though we rarely hang out, I totally think you are awesome, and I won't ever forget the stories of last year in high school that you amazed me with when I was new, and how you always try to make me feel better, like the whole "good luck with Mitch" journal entry you didn't have to make, and tons of other good shit. We loves you Nicole, the Nicole that we know, not some fantasy of a new and improved Nicole that we prolly wouldn't like anyway. BC she wouldn't be you. And if you feel like you need to change the outside of you so that people will love you, perhaps you need to change your way of thinking, not your body. Because anyone worth loving back would so totally tell that they had one hellofa catch with the "right now" you, not some "bi-product" of the Nicole that we know and love. So fuck that.
Thank you so much Jos. You are always there for me when I need someone. I love knowing that if I really needed to talk, I could call you at 4 in the morning and you would sit and listen to me. Just know that the same goes for you. I am always here. I heart you whole bunches!
Thanks for mentioning me (Sean) in your journal entry. I consider you one of my good friends, too. You don't need to lose "500 pounds" for someone to find you attractive. The right person will find you attractive no matter what your faults are. Keep your head up :)
im not anonymous, im Craig
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July 13 2004, 05:17:55 UTC
well either you met someone named Craig thats very nice, or you accidentaly put me in your list there, either way Im quite honored! Speaking of which, did you ever actually realize how FREAKING long that list was??!! Give me a break, let me think now, If I was goign to make a list of people that give a damn about me, peers only, lets see, probably 5 if I pushed it! and two and a half of those five havent talked to me in 3 or more months... this isnt about me though is it? You're right you need to find a man, but dont let that burning desire lower your standards any! Just think if you "settled" in the end you would only regret it right, and say "I would have been better off without him" Hang on for a keeper, it'll come! Just keep telling yourself that, and when that gets old, start listening! haha! anyway, this oughtta qualify as a comment right? keep on truckin! Craig
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(I'm going to get you to wear yellow... I WIN!)
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Speaking of which, did you ever actually realize how FREAKING long that list was??!! Give me a break, let me think now, If I was goign to make a list of people that give a damn about me, peers only, lets see, probably 5 if I pushed it! and two and a half of those five havent talked to me in 3 or more months... this isnt about me though is it? You're right you need to find a man, but dont let that burning desire lower your standards any! Just think if you "settled" in the end you would only regret it right, and say "I would have been better off without him" Hang on for a keeper, it'll come! Just keep telling yourself that, and when that gets old, start listening! haha! anyway, this oughtta qualify as a comment right? keep on truckin!
Craig
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On another note, the reason we don't talk isn't because of anything you did, it's because of what I did.
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