Comments | neurotic_nicole: Pardon me while I feel sorry for myself.

neurotic_nicole

Pardon me while I feel sorry for myself.

Oct 16, 2004 01:13

Yes, I do feel sorry for myself. I live every day waiting for something really good to happen to me. Sure, things happen that will give me momentary happiness, but nothing major. I guess I am not hoping for just anything, I want to be loved. I also want to be someone's top priority ( Read more... )

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Hey! _truth_be_told_ October 17 2004, 00:42:51 UTC

I don't think you should date Gary. Never have and never will. I'm sorry it's been hard for us to be friends. I never realized how hard it is to stay friends with people who live so far away. Big Dave is stupid, always thought it, always will. I know this doesn't mean much from me, but dispite things that have been said, you can be an awesome friend at time and you are a good person. Someday, you will have someone who will love you and treat you the way you desrve it. I hope its soon. Happy Sweetest Day!

Love Always,
Stevie

i love you long time! sponges_rule October 17 2004, 05:08:29 UTC

i agree with stevie %100!!!

word!

and i love you LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time! OK? you got that!
-potter

_afflicted_ October 20 2004, 04:50:39 UTC

I am dedicated to you, but yeah, I guess I am dedicated to Dave in a different way... but it's weird and something I can't explain. The kid makes me happy though, and I'm sorry you feel that you're moved around as my friend when I'm mad at him [however brief that is]. However, did you ever think you're not the only one hurt by this. Half the time, you won't even say 'Dave' when we're talking about him, you just say "Him," with so much cynical energy it could kill. And when I'm with you, you always assume I'd rather be with him... think about it. If I did, I would be. I would tell you I'm sorry for everything, but I'm only sorry if I've ever made you feel second rate because that wasn't my intent and yeah... I have some issues, but don't we all?

neurotic_nicole October 20 2004, 05:05:46 UTC

If the whole "Him" thing bothers you... you should have said something long before now, and not have laughed when I said it. I think you actually started it though... one day when you were mad at him. But I don't care, if it bothers you, I won't say it anymore. It's always said jokingly anyway... And yes, we all have PLENTY of issues.

Anyway... I love you, no matter what.