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[neuroticnervosa]

Harrison (Britany Reuse's neighbor) said that he's seen Carlos at her house the last couple nights...

I umm...can't breath?

Ouch?

Comments

[burberrystreet]

Fuck Carlos, fuck your mom. You deserve much better than him, and remember that he doesn't control your feelings. One of the hardest things I've ever heard and haven't even begun to master is you can make whatever you want out of any situation. This doesn't have to be a heartbreak. You choose what it is, and it is neither your failure or your success whatever it turns out to be. It just is. And as for your mom, if she's calling you fat she's just jealous. I think you're beautiful, Tori, and I think that a plethora of others agree with me on this. You are not just a gorgeous face, you have an incredibly dimensional personality, and you have ambitions that I can't even begin to aspire to. Your weight, although perfect, is inconsequential, and honestly who gives a fuck what you look like? You're there to have fun.

Phew. /supportive rant.

[neuroticnervosa]

Thank you. I don't think that my mom is jealous though, because she is stunningly beautiful and weighs about 110 pounds. She's perfect.
But I really am flattered that you say all these things, I'm just really upset and...ugh. I have a fever right now, so sorry if I make no sense.
I'll get back to you when my fever breaks.
Then maybe I can articulate words.

[burberrystreet]

You're welcome. c: No one's perfect. Even if she looks beautiful to you, she could still have insecurities.

I hope yr fever gets better!

[modestcasanova3]

You don't have a beak.

Carlos is an old man.

Emmet has an oddly shaped head.

Your mom can be bipolar sometimes.

Katie loves you.

[burberrystreet]

true that per the beak comment. she's freakin' severus snape with that hook nose.

[neuroticnervosa]

I love you too man.
♥♥♥

[nina0]

Tell your mom to DIE, what a bitch. And carlos will never get back with brittany. Really.

That's sad that Emmit is in love with someone else but still... kind of there, because that must just be tourture.

I love you.

[neuroticnervosa]

Yeah....thanks man.
Things are crazy, and I have a fever, which intensifies all of my thoughts.

I miss you girl. Will you be my model for VisCom?
I want to take pictures of you (in the most creepyish way possible...).

♥

[satanismymotor1]

so i pretty much feel somewhat stalkerish for managing to find your LJ without you giving it to me..

but anway, tori i <3 you. I get so frustrated lately because i never have any helpful things to say to you... except suggesting sex with strangers, going on a sex rampage is the only idea i have

[neuroticnervosa]

I'm glad you did find it man.
I'm totally fucked in the ass right now. I have my psychology final today, and I hafta be there for newspaper, and I'm fucking really really sick.
I can't even...think...
I went to bed at 5:00 last night!!!!!!!!!!!! (at night!!!) and woke up at 7:30 this morning :(
I have a temperature of 101.7, and my throat is still swollen.
I really really really really really really suck.

Wish me luck today? :(

And yeah man, we do need to hang out again soon. I don't like bed and jerrys, but I like old scary movies.
Make Emmet come (haha) to his senses...
Actually no, don't. I like things the way they are I decided. If I make a move and start up a conversation, I know where it's going to lead, and I think that it might be less painful to be unsure rather than know. (If that made sense?)
We'll talk about this later after my fever breaks.

PS you are really skinny

PSS I'm not