That last journal made it sound like I had sex. NO I DID NOT AND WILL NEVER EVER EVER WILLINGLY HAVE SEX BEFORE I AM MARRIED. Just thought I would clarify that.

To be honest with you, guys suck (sorry but they do). They lie, cheat, play on a girls emotions, use girls, just to get in the bed with them. They may me sick!!!!! Not my Hendo guys, they are alright, but all the other guys in this world (or at least this part of the world) just flat out stink. I am glad God has given me the gift of discernment ( Read more... )

So lst night was a pretty bad night for me. I don't even want to get into it, except that I don't have a "Sweets" anymore. If you know what I am talking about AND you want to actually figure out what I am talking about, IM me. Anyway, today has been a pretty good day except it is going veeeerrrrrryyyyyyy slow. I haveto get a flu shot today :( ( Read more... )

Yeah, so after having "mental break" weekend, I came back, studied until 3:30 this morning. I took my Biology test and FAILED it. WHHHHOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Yeah right. Anyway. . . . . I have yet another test this afternoon. It is my Old Testament test on 17, yes 17 books of the Old Testament. It is going to be crazy hard. We have to ( Read more... )

I am so lonely!!!! I feel like there is no one here that really cares. I miss having my friends that I can just cry with if I am upset. There is no one here at Milligan like that. The one I can do that with is at school in another state. Yes, I can do it with "my Sweets", but sometimes you need to talk to a girl instead of a guy. Ya know? Oh ( Read more... )

I've never made a fortune, and it's probably too late now ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I just completely failed my Bio lab test. Oh well, I don't like Biology anyway. I get to go back to Hendo tomorrow and see everyone!!!! I AM SOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!! I need this "break". I get to go to some mechanical bull thing tomorrow at church. Don't ask, I have no idea. I need a car !!!!!! I am tired of trying to bum rides all ( Read more... )

Today was an alright day. It is Milligan so nothing really exciting happens here. I am going back to Hendo this weekend!!!! I can't wait to get out of here. TWO MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! I hope I will be getting my license this weekend also. I NEED IT SOOOOOOO BAD!!! Also, I will probably getting a car by the end of November which ( Read more... )