Wow I had the WORST day! I was gonig thru withdrawls of my pill (fuck. addicted. FUCK! *shoots herself*) and I .. will write later.

I have my bestest buddy back! ^.^ *giggles* yayness, the world can resume.

gotta go to a voice lesson though! *gets all gloomy again*

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Well I guess .. hmm. Kyle and I made up I guess, and I met Shaun's friend Graeme, and Shaun's worried I'll hook up with Graeme instead of being with Shaun - that would NEVER happen. I want to be with shaun only - he's the only one I've wanted for a while. He's.. I dont know, it's weird. Like all of a sudden he got all worried I was going to leave ( Read more... )

oh thank god - shaun's home. come take my problems away like you always do.

Hey. I woke up and I went to see who actually cared if I was going away... lol. Funny, the only ones that actually cared were flea (I dont know her) Feli, and...Sean. Free posted but he didnt care, so it seems. Kyle posted but I didnt want to read it... but I did.. it said ( Read more... )

It's almost ten and since Shaun isnt home yet, he wont be able to call me fucking god damnit. >.<



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wow.. just.. gets worse.. I'm going to take another vicadin. *sighs lightly ( Read more... )

Hmm wow. This is the first time i've had a bad day in a while, and whenever my bad days come, Shaun is always gone. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why do all my friends hate me all of a sudden? I left AL because I cant stand seeing Kyle be happy and post and even though that's selfish, I miss him so much that every time I see one of his posts it ( Read more... )

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OH MY GOD~ LJ is back!! *parties ( Read more... )