not so recovery style thought *T*

[nevaehrose]

I've been thinking this a lot lately for ages actually even before I remotely considered recovery. I DO want to stop throwing up. At least the binge/purge aspect of my bulimia. If I threw up it would be a once in a while thing. That being said, I don't understand why I can't get help to stop throwing up and atleast be able to still fast and

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[tiane]

You won't be lost darling. You'll be found. You'll find the you that got hidden away when this crap started. The one who couldn't survive in the midst of all this calorie exercise purge binge thinking, you know??

[nevaehrose]

maybe she died. maybe there is no point in looking for that girl cuz she couldn't hack it and jumped ship.