Comments | nevaehrose: (possibly)***T*** hypocritical fat fucking mess.

nevaehrose

(possibly)T hypocritical fat fucking mess.

Jan 21, 2004 21:49

she can have the fucking scale and this fucking disorder. FUCK IT ALL. FUCK THE FUCKING GOD DAMN SCALE. FUCK THE WORLD. FUCK NUMBERS. FUCK IT ALL. jesus its not worth it nothing is worth anything. fat fucking peice of shit. nothing works. nothing makes me happy. nothing. starving keeps me losing the same 15 pounds. starving and binging and ( Read more... )

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cursed_reality January 22 2004, 09:15:33 UTC

*hug*

i understand. i wish i didn't...this whole thing is so shitty...just know that i'm here if you need me.

envinyata January 22 2004, 14:23:21 UTC

:( *hug*

nevaehrose January 22 2004, 18:29:43 UTC

:'( :'( *hugs back* thank you. I hate this so much and I really hate that even though i hate it so much I'm not running away screaming am I? Why is that? any pearls of wisdom? This is just so shitty I wish non of us had to deal with this or go through this bullshit anymore. Why is happiness so fucking untouchable.,.,.I'm really beginning to believe its overrated and not worth trying to achieve since this wont get me it and nothing in the past got me it either.